The Stories That Hold the Truth

Three Why is This 'Her Life'?

    Her Life;
Look and listen listen to my story the one of the girl with the open wounds.
The one of the girl who was hurt to much to trust, & The slightest bit of distance scares her.
She looks at what you say and shudders, she doesn't know what to do.
She sits alone in her dark cold room crying while staring at her blank phone screen.
She writes her emotions in a book that people can read. She makes it look fake, but the truth is it's all real.
Don't underestimate her because she is a girl.. Look at her she can beat your ass in a slow punch.
She sits alone strong physically, mentally she is sick emotionally she is weak and unstable.
Don't just stand and stare into her eyes.. Help her! Help her!
She looks at you tears stains on her shirt, and she doesn't know what to do.
Stare her in the eyes saying that it is okay?! Fuck that shit it will never be okay!
She wishes she could die, and when she stops she tries to put herself into reality.
She screams out loud in her head wishing you would see her pain! But no one did and now she weeps each day all alone in her dark cold plainfully dull room.
She tries to change, oh how she has tried to make a change, but it never works.. He listens to her and she smiles feeling happiness again and she becomes scared..
Will she loose him like she lost her uncle's, her great grandmother, her papa, her best friend, her great aunts, great uncles, and her father?
She hopes that she won't, but she stares into the existence of her soul and it is dark and empty.. Her heart broken afraid to open up and love again.
The fear eats her alive.. You know her. And she cries from fear and pain; the pain and fear of loss..
She is me and I am her..