𝗠𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗔𝗟 ⚣ 𝗖.𝗦 + 𝗝.𝗪𝗬 [✓]

chapter five - confusion

confusion
/kənˈfyo͞oZHən/

noun
1. lack of understanding; uncertainty.

jung wooyung

I was on patrol tonight but once it ended I got home and replayed the incident in my head. I noticed a young boy walking then a figure appeared behind him trying catch up to him, I quickly got out of the car and started following both of them.

Until another man walked beside me and was looking at me, he kinda seemed familiar even though I could not see his face he looked at me up and down. All I could see was his eyes and I could tell he was in shock I do not know from what though.

I noticed he looked at my belt and then he started to run, he quickly grabbed the young boys arm and started running as fast as he could. The unknown man started to run after them I tried to keep up but I lost them, I ran back to the car and called for backup. Everything became silent you could not even tell that the event even happened.

Both men and the young boy was no where to be seen. Why were there two men? Why did the other man grab the boys arm and start running with him? Was he trying to protect him?

choi san

I can not believe that he followed my every move since we were younger, he should have just left me alone like everyone else did. Why did I spare him? I should have just killed him. I spared him because I could not kill him, perhaps he was right I am weak.

I keep thinking about that cop that I passed, he was so cute. I sat down at my old wooden desk opening the drawers next to it taking out a folder, laying it on the desk soon opening it to be meet with some old papers. These papers where from my old school, all the folder had in it was memories. I do not know why I kept this folder for so long.

Perhaps it is because they had pictures from my old classmates and they all look happy with no worries in the world. I wish I could be like that, I have always wished to be like that.

I picked up a photo that had creases in it, admiring all the happy kids until I explored it a little bit further noticing a kid in the back that looked like the cop from before. Wait did I go to the same school as the cop? I need to know his name.

I admired the photo a little while longer until I heard a knock. I quickly got up and walked to the door, soon opening it to reveal the bully from the past. I was about to shut the door until he pushed it open walking past me and sat at my desk.

"Why are you here?" I asked a little annoyed. "Like I told you before... that was not the last time that you were going to see me" he picked up the photo that I was looking at before. "Is little sannie reminiscing about his past? do you miss it?" He asked with a smirk.

I was about to punch him in the face until he caught my hand, looking up at me with the photo in his hand. "I would not do that if I were you" he looked down at the photo again.
"Wait I remember him" he spoke up again pointing at the cop from before. "I think his name was wooyoung... I use to bully him as well" I looked at him in shock. Wooyoung? Well now I know his name.

I can not believe this guy use to bully him as well. "Why did you come here?" I asked getting inpatient for him to leave. "I just came to say this is not the last time you will be seeing me... I'm not getting out of your life" he said getting up and walking out of the door. I ruffled my hair as I sighed picking up the picture.
Why did he bully wooyoung as well?

As I was sitting in the classroom alone a figure walked into the room, he looked stressed and ruffled his hair out of frustration. "Class is already finished" I spoke up making him look at me. "I know I was late and it was my first time being late" he said putting his books on the desk. Soon the bell rang and I walked out, that was wooyoung and my first encounter. Every since then I was watching him from afar, I admired him and I forgot who he was.

I soon woke up running my hand through my hair, as I thought about the dream even though it felt like a flashback not really a dream.