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After you punched him it was even more awkward at home he still didn't speak to you and you didn't even bother trying to get him to talk to you but it was eating at you.

This day it was even harder because it was your moms birthday you looked at pictures trying not to cry but that didn't work you remember hugging the picture on the floor sobbing you fell back hitting the wall.

Spencer walked out to find out what the noise was he saw you full on sobbing on the floor he tried to get close to you but you threw the picture in it's frame at the floor glass went everywhere that's when you really started crying to the point you started hyperventilating "hey hey y/n I'm here" he said grabbing you as you cried into his shoulder.

"I can't do this" you said taking your head off his shoulder " I - Can't" you said choking on a sob "what's wrong what can't you do" he said pulling his fingers through your hair " she's gone and it's my fault" "who's gone y/n" he said confused "my momma and if I had just told her about the project I had before it was the night it was due we wouldn't have gone out the night" you said scratching your face "hey don't do that" he said grabbing your wrists to stop you from scratching but you fought him until you couldn't you just cried all night long.

Spencer watched a movie with you to calm down "why weren't you talking to me Spencer I needed you " you said turning your head to him "not now y/n" he said with his attention still on the tv "then when and when have you ever call me y/n all the time " you said pushing yourself off him "I said not now" he raised his voice you got up backing away you looked at him " I don't know you I don't know who you are anymore your not the Spencer I'm supposed to marry" you said with tears running down your face.

That's when you realize he had been wearing long sleeve shirts and it had been over 80 degrees outside , he hasn't been taking his shirt off to sleep like he usually does you ran up to him grabbing his arm and pulling up his sleeve that's when you seen all the scars from a needle entry and they were new and fresh scars "y/n" he said getting up walking towards you "oh my god your taking dilaudid again wtf" you almost pulling your hair out you put your shoes on and grab your keys "wait y/n let me explain" he said with tears in his eyes " explain what how we have two babies on the way in weeks and your doing drugs no I don't want to hear it".

You slammed the door and walked to your car when you got in you hit the steering wheel and screamed but you got it together and drove off you found yourself here "y/n what are you doing here" Morgan said you couldn't say anything you just cried and fell into his arm.