Try To Fix Me [njh fanfiction AU]

Chapter 4

I was leaving today. I had everything that was scribbled down on my checklist in the bag. Yes I need a checklist because my packing skills is unfortunately not good. I wouldn't even call it skills.

I went through the bag one more time to be sure that I had my black hoodie. I loved my black hoodie. And ofcourse my white t-shirts, can't forget them.

I went out from my flat and walked down to my car, I put my bag in and my guitarcase in the back and closed the door. Just as I closed the door I heard an annoyingly happy voice calling my name.

"Niall, Niaaaaaaalll" she called me. I knew exactly who that was. I groaned loudly and turned around.

"What?!" I shouted angrily, is she that dumb to not realize that I don't wanna talk to her?

"Hii, so umm... what are you doing?" She asked me, smiling ofcourse.

"Nothing in your concern, I'm about to sit down in my car if that's not clear to you" I said kind of harshly.

"I could see that actually" she said laughing

"So why are you talking to me if you can see that I'm going somewhere? Why are you even here, are you a stalker because then you can walk away and never talk to me again" I said, clearly irritated right now.

"No silly, I'm not a stalker, I just wanted to talk to you, you're in my class so I was thinking that I could get to know you. Why are you so mad?" She asked as she giggled.

"Well don't get to know me because I really don't want you to. And to answer the last question I'm gonna say, 1. I don't need you intruging my life, 2. I don't want to talk to you, 3. You give me headache, and 4. Why are you do fucking happy all the time?" I snapped back at her

I can see a frown on Jane's face by now.

"Oh" was all she said, and with that she turned around and walked away.

I know I was being a dick so I just muttered a simple "Sorry" even though she couldn't hear me.

But seriously though, I don't know this girl and why would I want to? She's more annoying than Chappie with a dick up his arse. Sorry for the strong words but I don't really care right now.

I drove off to my parents, it's not that far. They live in Liverpool whilst I'm in college in Leeds. I love Leeds. The drive to liverpool is only 1 hour and 25 minutes so it's alright.

In the car I usually listen to the radio or Green Day or like, All Time Low. But I was so pissed off right now so I decided to listen to some Nirvana, I think it's stimulating.

When I arrived in Liverpool the clock was just a few minutes past 12 and I was really hungry. Good thing that mum and dad always eats by now, atleast on a saturday, wich it is, duh.

I knocked on the door, trembling alittle. I was so scared they didn't want me to come in because I was disturbing or something. But then again they are my parents and the love me. They wouldn't do that, right?

My father opened the door and he watched me before his eyed turned wide in shock.

"Niall!" He said and wrapped me in for a hug.

"I've missed you so much dad" I said hugging him too.

"It's so lonely here without you, no one is screaming at the football games with me anymore" My dad said laughing.

"Bobby! Who's at the door?" I heard mum screaming from inside.

"It's Niall, Maura!" (Yes Bobby and Maura is marrried here bc I don't want his parents to be divorced)

"Niall?!" I heard her saying before her arms were around me. I hugged her back and went inside.

"So what brings you here Niall?" Mum said wondering.

"Well I haven't seen you guys for a long time and it's weekend and I don't really have any friends so I just thought, why not?" I answered in a rush.

"That's great Niall, I've missed you so much. And how are you by the way?"

At that I just smiled sadly and she nodded understandingly

"It'll get better Ni, trust me" she said that like a whisper. She hates it when I'm sad but what can I do?

"Yeah Niall, you just need something to fix you" dad said. I felt my chest tighten as he said that.

"It's gonna take alot to do that" I whispered

"I know Ni, I know" mum said trying to make me feel better.

Someone or something will eventually fix me, that's what they say, mum and dad. But how? They are the only one who knows about this. Someone might as well try, but fail. I can't be fixed. My sister was my best friend, and I had to lose her in an age of 10! And with that I didn't have any friends, and my self-esteem couldn't be lower.

I nodded at my parents and went up to my room, there I just laid on my bed, I didn't even think. It was like my brain was empty.

I picked up the phone and messaged Ash.

You: HI AHSHSHSHSHSHSHSH

He didn't reply at first

You: Ash I need you

HornyandSluttyAsh: Oh Hi, sorry I was out

You: Ash you gotta change your fucking name

HornyandSluttyAsh: y? I'm a slutty bastard u gotta admit ;)

You: srsly stop

HornyandSluttyAsh: oKAY I'M SORRY MISS PERFEXT

You: wat

Ashthebandanabanana: Happy now

You: No but okay

Ashthebandanabanana: But NiiaaAAALL I love yuo

You: Can you learn how to type before I throw my phone in to the wall and never talk to you again

Ashthebandanabanana: SORRWRY WHY ARE YOU MAAAAD? :(

You: Because this annoying girl shows up when I'm outside the flat and talks to me all the time, and she's happy all the time and I DON'T LIKE HER EW :((((((

Ashthebandanabanana: ahw Ni I'll be oVER SOON

You: Ily

Ashthebandanabanana: I'm not coming over it'll take forever and you have probably found a new lover bu the time I arrive >:(

You: Idiot

Ashthebandanabanana: :(

Ashthebandanabanana: :((

Ashthebandanabanana: :(((

Ashthebandanabanana: :'(

You: Ily but I gotta go, talk to ya later

Ashthebandanabanana: are u homo

Ashthebandanabanana: I'm totally fine with that

Ashthebandanabanana: Just wondering bc u always write 'ily' to me

You: I'm a loving person unlike you

Ashthebandanabanana: I'm sORRY I WAS KIDDING

You: I don't wanna talk to you anymore bye

I closed the twitter app, Ashton is such a dork, he's stupid.

I started strumming on my guitar and I relaxed for a bit

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AN: New chapterrrrr. This felt more like a filler but idccccc
I'm mad today so I decided Niall would be mad today too.

Hoped this wasn't too bad and don't forget to comment or smth so we know if we should keep on going. 'Cause we might as well stop huh? Jkjk bye
-Nat