Try To Fix Me [njh fanfiction AU]

Chapter 17

"Okay class, I'm going to tell you what the musical is about" our music teacher said. "It's about making a band. This musical is going to show how it is behind all the cameras and the story of a big band. How did they make it? How hard is it? How do they write songs? Those kinds of questions is going to be answered in this musical, okay?" He explained. I really liked the idea, people don't understand how it really is.

"Okay" we all said

"So Niall and Jane are going to make this band, they are cousins since Niall didn't want the cheesy stuff yeah" I smiled very pleased while he said so.

"And I think Sarah will be in the band too, and Max, is that okay?" He asked us

"Yeah man" I said

"Okay so Niall is pleased that's great" he said while rolling his eyes. Ah he loves me. "Max and Sarah is that okay?" he asked again. I just chuckled at him.

"Yeah fine" they both mumbled

"Good. Class dismissed"

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"NIALLLLLL can we hang out?" Jane asked me

"Yeah ofcourse, just come over. Wait a minute I need to talk to someone first, can you come over at 4?" I said thinking of Ashton

"Yeah" she smiled and walked away

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I turned on the computer and called Ashton on skype

"HI NIGEL" Ahton screamed as he picked up

"HI ASHTON. I can't wait for you to visit, it has only been like 2 weeks since you told me that you're coming over and I can't wait" I said in a rush

"Yeah... me neither" He bit his lip to not smile

"What are you hiding from me Irwin?" I questioned

"Nothing, umm I gotta go okay love youuu" he said and started to wave

"okay I love you too bye" I said and ended the call

After 20 minutes I heard a knock on the door, I assumed it was Jane so I went to open the door

It wasn't Jane though. It was someone else. Someone with red eyes and tears streaming down his face.

At first I couldn't comprehend what I was seeing, but then I heard a voice

"Niall help me. I can't do this anymore" I heard his voice crack

"Oh my God, Chappie" I was so confused and also very worried. What is going on. He walked inside my flat and threw himself on the sofa.

"Niall I just can't do this anymore" he said again

"Do what?" I asked as I rubbed his back

"Faking it. And being this" he said

"What do you mean?" I'm pretty sure what he meant already though

"I'm like this, you know how I am, because I need to hide it. I'm so sad all the time so I need to cover it up by being this douche you know. And I can't handle it anymore" he said. I understand exactly what he's saying. But I know there is more to this, or else he wouldn't come here and cry, I mean it's Chappie.

"What happened Chappie?" I asked softly as I heard the door bell ring again. "I'm just going to tell him or her to come back another time yeah?" I said and he nodded

I went to the door and saw Jane there. Oh right. Crap.

"Umm hi Jane, sorry to say tvis byt I have some trouble in here, umm you can't come in okay? Can you come back here tomorrow?" I asked her

"Yeah okay, bye" she smiled and I closed the door. I walked back to Chappie and he seem a little calmer now.

"What happened?" I repeated

"They're horrible"

"Who? Your family? Friends" I asked not really understanding. He shooked his head

"No Niall. Something a lot worse than that. Something that never stays quiet" he said. That's when I realized what he meant. 'Them' as in the voices. The voices inside his head who tells him how worthless he thinks he is. I have them too.

"Oh Chappie, come here. It's okay, we can help eachother right?" I said slowly.

"Right" He didn't say that to me, he said that to himself. He told himself that someone can actually help him, even how broken he actually is

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AN: Okay soooooooo idk what this is but I fEEL THE TEARS CHAPPIE AHW.

I ship Jiall

I ship Nashton

I ship Nappie (AHAHHAHA)

Who do you ship?