Confession

Chapter - 4

I waited for my Zhan ge but he didn't come. I was very angry. I went straight to my room. I was very furious. I called him many times but he didn't recieve any of them as if he was ignoring me. I left for  Zhan ge's house leaving all the guests at my home. No one noticed me going out. I went outside of Zhan ge's apartment. I pressed the door bell  continuously.

After 3 minutes Zhan ge opened the door. He was looking very sick and pale like he was about to faint.

I hurriedly went to him and hold him before he collapsed. I touched his forehead. He was burning in fever. I picked him up in bridal style and went inside. He wanted to resist me but he was very weak to do so. I took him upstairs to his room and made him lay on his bed. Them I made congee for him, made him eat half bowl of congee, gave him medicine, made him sleep. That night I slept on couch beside his bed in his room. I kept staring at his beautiful face for almost 2 hours and then slept.

Next morning I woke up first. I went to Zhan ge and checked his temperature. His fever was gone but his face was still looking very pale. I made his breakfast and told him not to come office until he feel well completely. I went to my home. As I entered Gege and mom who were in living room bombarded me with their so many questions. I told them about Zhan ge's health and then when I felt they were satisfied, went to my room got showered. I came down stairs, ate my breakfast and went to the office.

Zhan ge didn't came for 2 days. In these 2 days I regularly visited him in the evening after office. He told me to not come as he was fine. From next day he joined as my P.A. for the first some days everything went very smoothly. We sometimes ate lunch together. Sometimes I dropped him at his home. He sometimes declined  but sometimes accept.

For whole week nothing much happened. Whenever I tried to remind him my love for him or tried to told him how important is he for me, he immediately chaned the topic or ignored it.

I tried many times to talk to him, to bring this topic but he ignored it. I felt frustrated. One day when I was coming, I passed from his cabin, and I saw Wen Qing jie talking with him. Both were talking and laughing. It seemed like my world stopped seeing their interaction. I can't help but felt very jealous. Why can't he see me? Why is he ignoring me? He told me to become something first, then now what? Now I can earn on my own, so why he can't see my love and accept it. I felt like someone was snatching my life my Zhan ge from me when I saw Wen Qing jie was placing her hand on his shoulder. Then they both hugged each other. All my dreams scattered. A tear escaped from my eye with out my knowledge. I didn't knew I was crying seeing them together. That was too much for me. I went to my cabin and cried hysterically. Strange thoughts of Zhan ge going away from me were not leaving my mind.

I thought to confront Zhan ge. I will tell him how much I love him, with these thoughts Yibo went to Zhan's cabin but stopped listening voices from inside.

"I love you Zhan." A girl said.

I froze on my position. I didn't knew what to do? I peeped from the door and the girl was non other than Wen Qing jie.

I went back to my cabin and started breaking everything angrily and screamed loudly.

After a minute Zhan came running.

"Yibo!! What happened? What's all this?"  Zhan ge asked me surprisingly.

"What do you think Zhan ge of me? What I am to you? Huh?" I asked angrily.

"I didn't get what you wanna say." Zhan ge said scared.

"Don't act dumb Zhan ge. You know everything." I asked him loudly.

He flinched with my voice. I got up and hold his shoulders..

"Do you think I am fool huhh Zhan ge?"

"Just tell me for once can't you just look at me and reprociate my love for you? Why it is so hard for you? Huh?"  I asked him and from his expressions it was clear he was really scared of me.

"Zhan ge I don't wanna scare you but I can't see you with someone else. It hurts here *pointed at heart*. I said and bursted into tears.

" Yibo, I am sorry for hurting you. Please don't cry."  He tried to coax me. His voice was like he was about to cry. I could not take the torture anymore and I smashed my lips oh his.

He widened his eyes. But I didn't leave him. I pulled him in a deep kiss. He was staring at me with his widened eyes without blinking. Then he pushed me and slapped on my face and ran away.

I was keep standing there. I didn't knew what to do. Tears were continuously rolling down from my eyes.

And then I saw a knife beside the fruits on the table.

To be continue....

Next chapter will be the last chapter of this story.
I don't know when I will update😅