I wake up
Long night, but it's
over now
The light chases the bullies
Out of my head
For once I spend time with her
But not in a million scattered
pieces of pain
I'm afraid, though
When nighttime comes
the war in my head rages on, and
If she finds me like that again,
I'm sure she'll hate me for
hurting her over and over
And I learned that
perhaps I saved her, but now she hates herself
Because she can't save me
But it's not her fault, I
Am a lost cause
But now she worries and thinks herself
A failure.
Even in day, there's never an escape
We talk like it's fine, but even now
I still hate myself
I fear for myself tonight
i know it will be bad
