The following few months, I got really close to Yangyang. I didn't know what to expect out of it. I thought we would just become close friends, like best friends, but I was wrong. . .
After we finished riding the elephants through Bangkok, Yangyang and I could now go out and do whatever. We were served lunch on the tour, so that's taken care of. Now we can just wander around as we please. Yangyang is really interested in making some Thai friends, so we could go do that. I think the internet Cafe or normal Cafe is where we could go. We try the internet Cafe a try first. We take a seat next to another couple who is playing video games together. They are a really cute couple. They look like this:
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We greet them politely, "Hello." "Hi." She said. "Hi, what's your name?" He asked. "I'm Raeshel, this is Yangyang. We're newlyweds." I said. "Nice to meet you, I'm Marika." Marika said. "I'm Kay." Kay said. "Nice to meet you, too." Yangyang said. "Oh, wait. . . Yangyang. Like, WayV?" Marika asked. "Yes. The main rapper in WayV." Yangyang said. "I love you so much." Marika said. "Aww, thank you. I love all my fans." Yangyang said. "May I have a photo with you?" Marika asked. "Of course." Yangyang said.
Yangyang and Marika take the cutest selfie together. Then, we take a selfie of all the four of us together. Once we finished taking photos, we had to leave the cafe before anyone else finds out that Yangyang is here. We don't want to get mobbed here, so we are on our way back to our hotel room. I feel like we have had a really good day spent in Bangkok. Our day is nearly over now, and we leave back to South Korea tomorrow. We had such a great time in Thailand. We explored most of Bangkok, and I am satisfied with our honeymoon now. We met a bunch of fans and made incredible memories here. I can't wait for more adventures with Yangyang.
We pack up all our things in our hotel so we could go back home tomorrow. I'm a little bummed that our time in Thailand has come to an end, but I'm happy to be going back to South Korea. Once we've finished packing up, we can go to bed now. I am super tired from all the stuff that we had done today. It started way too early for me, so I would just like to sleep now. I get into bed and Yangyang has a cheeky smirk on his face. I'm laying in bed trying to sleep, and this mans really has the audacity to do this. I'm tired, but I'm down to do it again. We sleep together, then we go to bed afterwards. Yangyang will never fail to disappoint me. We cuddle as we sleep. I have dreams about Yangyang and I having the most beautiful children. Oh, no. Does this dream mean. . .? No, it can't possibly mean that. At least, I hope so.
That next morning, Yangyang and I head to the airport, bound for South Korea. We shortly arrive back in Seoul. I am so anxious about my dream last night that I need to find out if I really am pregnant or not. I don't tell Yangyang yet until it's for sure. Our plan was to enjoy our youthful relationship, traveling, and saving kids for our late 20's. If we are pregnant now, then we will just deal with it. I would hate to get an abortion, so yeah. That's my viewpoint on that topic, and I will say no more. I go to the store to buy a high quality pregnancy test, then after taking the test, go to the hospital to get an ultrasound. I arrive at the store and quickly swipe the pregnancy test. I arrive back to the WayV dorm rooms and go to the restroom to take the test. The results come in 30 minutes later, and it says: Pregnant(임신했어요). I can't believe what I'm seeing on the test right now. I collapsed against the door and break out in tears. Xiaojun comes to the door, very concerned as to why I was upset. "Shelly, Shelly. Are you okay?" Xiaojun asked. "I- I don't know how I'm going to tell Yangyang this." I sobbed. "What happened?" Xiaojun asked. "This." I said, sliding the pregnancy test under the door. "Oh. . ." Xiaojun said, "You're going to be okay. Have you been to the hospital to make sure?" "Not yet." I said. "I will go with you if you need emotional support." Xiaojun said.
Xiaojun is one of the closest friends of mine from WayV. We go to the hospital together and get a pregnancy test professionally done by the doctors. The results take longer to get back to me because it's a more in-depth analysis. I am laying in the hospital bed, grasping Xiaojun's hand. He has to repeatedly tell me that everything's gonna be okay. No matter how I need to raise my child, that I will have to support of all of WayV. The doctor comes back into the room to confirm that I am pregnant. Looks like I have been pregnant for about 2 weeks. I have really bad short term memory, so I don't remember what Yangyang and I had done 2 weeks ago. Of course, you can't tell by looking at me that I am pregnant, but I definitely felt it. No wonder I have been so tired lately. It wasn't just because we did a lot over the honeymoon. Now that it's confirmed that I am pregnant, I have to tell Yangyang. Xiaojun and I return back from the hospital, then go straight to Yangyang who is playing violin in the practice room. "Yangyang, I have something really important to tell you." I said. "What is it, baby?" Yangyang asked. "Ich bin Schwanger." I said(I'm pregnant) "Was?! Seit wann?" Yangyang asked(What?! Since when?) "Für zwei Wochen." I said(For 2 weeks) "So, I really am going to be a father?" Yangyang asked. "Yes. Unless, you want me to terminate the baby." I said. "No, that's not an option. That would break me in all sorts of ways. Not saying you don't have the right to have an abortion, it's just I would rather us have the baby." Yangyang said. "I understand. Um, what are you going to do because you're in WayV." I said. "We will work something out again. For now, I will make sure I'm with you for every step of the way." Yangyang said, approaching me, then kissing my forehead.
