Los Angeles Love(Big Cat Fanfic)

Scars Of The Past

Vanessa POV

When Big Cat left, I instantly started crying much worse. I like him but I'm afraid of falling to hard. I want him to have a healthy relationship with a girl that will love him and not hurt him. I wish I could kiss and hug him and call him mine but the past still comes back to haunt me all the time. I will never be the same after that mistake. Never. I decide a steamy shower will take the hurt and stress away so I strip off my clothes and get in the warm water. I let it relieve the tenseness and pain hurting my heart. I change into some grey sweats and a blue tank top then go to sleep. I wake up and I got that familiar feeling I got when I got here after the breakup with.......Perez. It hurt so bad and I felt like I was slowly dying inside. I then decided to change my clothes. I wore a pair of bleached skinny jeans, black vans, and my Lana Del Rey hoodie.

I then ate some golden pancakes and some bacon strips. I then took my skateboard and left in my car to the skatepark. I started skating and I immediately felt the stress leave. Skating had always done this to me, it just makes the problems vanish for a while. I was there for 2 hours, so I decided to just sit down and take a rest. I saw a Juice It Up and I ordered the Lava Flow. It was so delicious and refreshing. As I was enjoying my smoothie, I feel my phone vibrate. It was from Big Cat and it said," Hey, I was wondering if I could come over to talk to you?" I just ignored it and went back to my car. I got home and decided to look up houses for sell in Los Angeles so I did. I managed to set up appointment to see one of the houses in 2 hours!! I just sat down and watched some t.v. till I got a message from the model agency saying that I have a photoshoot tomorrow at 9am!! Life was starting to get better till I received another message from Big Cat that said,"Vanessa can I please talk to you?" I felt bad but I ignored it and decided to make lunch. I made some garden wraps that consisted of chicken, lettuce, tomato, carrots, cucumber, and some hummus. I ate 2 and then saw I only had 30 minutes till I had to be at the house I was gonna go see. I decided to take a shower because I was smelly from skating and I did not look like a sophisticated house buyer even though I wasn't. I got out of the shower and decided to wear a black silky, top and a cute blue blazer. I also wore some black leggings and some blue high heels. I put my hair in a high ponytail, did my normal makeup but this time added a Smokey eye and wore some watch I had for ages their. I put some earrings on and a bracelet on my other hand as well. I wore my black sunglasses and drove off to the house.

When I looked at myself in the reflection of the car I had to say that I looked very professional. The agent showed up and took me around the house and showed me everything. It had 4 bedrooms plus a master bedroom, 4 bathrooms plus a master bathroom, a granite kitchen with an island, a nice big living room plus a chimney, 4 car garage, a pool and jacuzzi in the backyard and the pool had a waterfall and it had a nice chimney outside as well. It was 200,000,000,000 and well I liked it alot but I wanted to see a couple more but this was definitely on my list. I thanked the agent and as I headed in my car, my phone started ringing and it was Big Cat again. I ignored it and decided to go to the mall. I went to Bath & Body Works, PacSun, and Forever 21. When I got home about 2 hours later, I saw that I bought 7 shirts, 10 pairs of pants, 2 hoodies, 3 pairs of shoes, and a bunch of jewelry. As I was putting it away I got a message and when I saw it, it wasn't Big Cat!!! It was............PEREZ!!