Y/n's pov~
many months later the abuse continued and grew gradually but i deserved the pain especially since..
well basically i lost the baby and i had to tell harry i was only 4 months into pregnancy when i lost it, my poor baby girl.. yes it was a girl.
somehow i feel a connection with her, i wish she didn't die and i'm sorry i couldn't protect you darling, we will meet some day.
i've also been diagnosed with depression which made harry even madder? is that how you describe it, called me useless and disgusting for 1. losing the baby and 2. having depression 'YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND YOU'RE STILL UNHAPPY AND NOW YOU HAVE DEPRESSION, I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING AND YOUR NOT GREATFUL.'
was the words that replayed in my mind every night after i told him about the depression, and if you think that was bad you should've seen the other day. bruises everywhere and i mean everywhere all because of those two events does he not realise i'm in pain to? i was carrying the baby which hurt more and i was the one with depression feeling unhappy etc.
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Addiction (Harry lewis X reader)
Fanfiction'You was my addiction YOU ARE MY ADDICTION w-why did you leave me i don't understand was i not good enough, love? this is goodbye from your biggest fan always, Y/n' where romance leads to heartbreak, shes slowly falling into a hole she'll never get...
