I was never going to have it all.
Confidence.
Friends.
Or Love.
Not now. Not ever.
Until him.
A spoiled brat.
UOP's ultimate asshole.
The hockey team bad boy.
Damon Saint.
He hates me,
Or so I thought.
One night. One. That was supposed to be it.
Unt...
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I flutter my eyes open when I hear the loud ringing of the alarm next to my head. "Ugh!" I scream, throwing the blankets off my body. "Hanna," my gramz light voice comes through the door. Putting a plastered smile on my face I open up the bedroom door and smile at her. "Don't worry gram I'm awake" I reply softly to her.
My sweet old gramz nods and walks away from the door heading down the stairs. Closing the door behind me and quickly locking it. I look around my bedroom with a smile plastered on my lips. I won't be that girl in this school, there's a new Hanna Marin and she isn't afraid of anything. I take the 4 steps it takes to renter my bathroom and close the door behind me.
Stripping out of my pj's I turn on the hot water for my showering system and step in. Washing off every bit of yesterday's catastrophe. I wash the shampoo thoughelly through my hair then quickly rinse it out and add my conditioner. Grabbing my lufa I add the honey body wash and scrub my body as hard as possible before rinsing off my body and my hair once again.
I step out of the shower once I'm finished and then turn off the faucet. Wrapping my giant black towel around myself and stepping up to the sink plugging in my blow dryer. I take five minutes to scrub my hair with my towel before pressing on and beginning to blow dry my hair. Once I'm sure it's all dry I turn to my next stage. Applying some makeup, I look through my drawers till I find the small bag of makeup, setting it on the counter.
Adding a soft amount of makeup to my face I close my eyes and admire the new appearance in the mirror. Perfect. I smile at myself walking out of the bathroom and search through my closet. I pull out a pair of black skinny ripped jeans along with my favourite white crop top. Changing into the outfit I pull my black leather jacket over my arms and brush out my long brown hair.
Not satisfied I walk back into the bathroom and turn on my curling iron and patiently wait for it to heat up to an appropriate temperature. Once satisfied I begin to curl each piece carefully making sure it's perfect before I turn off the iron when I'm sure I have made it all perfect. Exiting the bathroom I pull on my skin colour carhartt toque and smile at myself in the mirror.
Still frustrated I grab the nail polish from my dresser and carefully apply the black nail polish to my nails. Blowing it dry I add the number 420 in red nail plolish to both my middle fingers before putting away my nail polish. I huff in annoyance and grab my needle from my side table and begin giving myself a stick and poke tattoo.
Starting on the top of my index finger I carefully poke out the letter F before I know it. I finally admire the U on my other hand and smile. F U C K. YOU. It's absolutely perfect. I smile at myself and pull the pack of cigarettes from my bedside table and shove them into my purse with my lighter.
I grin in the mirror at my dark eyelashes lined with mascara and smile. Quickly grabbing my school books I grab my purse and sling it over my shoulder. Sending a quick text to Bailey I unlock my bedroom door and make my way down the stairs to the front door. "Hanna" my gramz says as she walks to the front door.
I look over my shoulder at her with a smile. "Are you sure you're okay with going to school like that?" she whispers. I nod softly and smile. "I'm done being that girl gram, I'll be alright" I reply opening up the front door. My gramz stands behind me unsure of what to say so I throw a quick remark over my shoulder.
"Don't wait up for me, I'll be home late" I reply, walking out of the house and closing the door behind me. I take the steps two at a time until I'm standing next to Bailey's red Mercedes. "You ready?" I ask her with a smile. Her eyes find me and her eyebrows hit the sky. "Damn girl, you look Hot" she smirks at me.
With a smile I slide into the passenger seat and buckle my seat belt up. "I decided I was done being scared of everyone and taking shit from Lexi Harrison" I reply to her comment with a grin. Bailey smirks and puts the car in gear heading in the direction of our college. My smile stays on my lips as I pull out a cigarette from my purse and light it.
I inhale the smoke as it burns through my lungs. "What's your first class Han Han?" Bailey asks me. Rolling my eyes I flutter my mascara filled eyelashes. "Creative writing with Damon and Lexi" I reply through gritted teeth as I take another drag from my cigarette. Bailey smiles at me with a gitty smirk. "Wanna sit with me then?" She asks me.
I smile as we come to a stop and grab all my books climbing out of the car. I quickly sling my purse over my shoulder as I inhale from my cigarette with a smirk plastered on my lips. Bailey pulls out a cigarette from her purse and lights it walking side by side. We look like dark ass angels from hell as we walk in stride. Cigarettes between fingers and leather jackets that are darker than someone's soul.
Once I step foot in the university of Princeton I remember why I dressed like this morning as Lexi's eyes find me a deep scowl coming to her face as she attaches herself to Damon's hip. Bailey smiles at me as we walk past them towards our lockers which happen to be a locker apart. "Did you see the look on her face?" Bailey asks me as she grabs her creative writing binder from her locker. I smirk and shove my English Lit textbooks into my locker.
Side by side me and Bailey make our way to creative writing all eyes happen to be on us the moment we step into the classroom. Professor Jade eyes me with wide eyes then goes back to marking the assignments from yesterday. Bailey takes her seat at the back of the class away from Damon's seat and I take mine right beside her.
As we wait for class to start me and Bailey begin talking about our plans for after school until my eyes see dark brown hair pop into sight. My eyes lock with Damon's for moments too long before I avert my eyes and turn back to Bailey and we continue to chat. I feel eyes on me as I look through my work from yesterday.
I look up towards Damon's designated seat and find him staring at me with hunger in his blue eyes. "Take a picture, they last longer," Bailey barks at him. Damon's eyes go from hungry back to dark as he glares at her looking down at the assignment that was assigned for today.
I love her. She's so spicy and it just makes us work as friends. I smirk at Bailey and begin writing on my laptop the assignment handed out for today. My skin begins to burn again as I feel someone's eyes on me. Ignoring his fucking hunger stare I continue to write in google docs as I answer Professor Jades question of the day.
My fingers are typing so fast I lose focus on the room around me until a library book comes flying into my face. That just sets off my burning desire to bitch him out. I look up and my eyes land on Lexi. "What is your fucking problem" I bark. Lexi's eyes widen and she watches me. "You come to school looking all soft and innocent then coming to school today with a total personality change and taking the eyes of all the boys with you" she spits.
Bailey eyes Lexi, her stare going from confused to daggers. "Got a problem? Tell your boy toy to do his work and keep his bloody tongue in his mouth" I growl under my breath. Lexi practically hisses as she stomps off towards her seat in the middle row. Bailey smirks and starts typing again.
I like the new me and so do a lot of eyes that have landed on me. Lexi Harrison on the other hand. We won't talk about that because I can take whatever I want from her with this outfit and they way it looks on me. She might wanna stop bitching at me because I could easily ruin her school year too.