𝘚𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘛𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

Sixteen

It's been six days since Damon's even spoken to me and I don't understand. All I asked for was friendship and now I'm being ghosted. I opened my phone for the third time today but this time I shot Damon a text.

Me: Is everything okay?

There isn't even a response. Shoving my phone into my back pocket I follow Scarlet out to her 2006 Chevy Silverado. Once I'm seat belted into the truck Scarlet pulls away with a smirk. ''He'll come around, he's Damon. He has too'' she replies turning onto the road towards campus.

Nodding I check my phone again. And of course, no messages. He's toxic fucking with my head and making me think things just to turn around and ghost me for six damn days. Scarlet practically screeches as she turns up the radio. I let out a groan as [Good in Goodbye by Madison Beer] fills the speakers. This definitely discribes how I fucking feel.

Scarlet doesn't catch onto my mood as she sings along to the music, her red lipstick twitching as she practically screams out the lyrics. Mustering up a giggle I watch my friend as she pulls the truck to a park in the university student parking. She's still chanting the lyrics. As she blares the volume as sorority girls walk through the parking lot.

Turning to smirk at Scarlet and her taste in music. All the girls join in screaming out the chorus to the song across the parking lot. That catches the attention of Damon's group of hockey player friends as the step out of the type r. Ace scowls at Scarlet as she screams the lyrics to the song at the five players.

Nathan Berlin pulls his lip back in a snarl as he watches the sorority sisters screech along with Scarlet. I can't help but giggle as the hockey players ego's were shattered just by a song. Sam watches me laughing and crosses her arms with a glare. I catch movement and Damien's 6'5 height comes into view as he watches Scarlet with a smirk plastered on his lips.

Giggling I hope out of the truck. Scarlet grabs her speaker and presses play on the song again. Blaring it through the parking lot. I can't help but giggle again as Bailey joins us with a smirk. ''Those douchebags definitely deserve this when they're not helping with the Damon situation'' she whispers in my ear.

I smirk in triumph as the sorority sisters join our group of blaring music as we walk through the university halls with the speaker screaming the song. I watch as hockey players swing their heads to watch us more ego's shatter as they realize it's directly blasted for them. I smile at Scarlet for getting the point across for me.

Smiling me and Bailey wave goodbye to Scarlet as we walk to creative writing. Planting ourselves in our regular seats. I watch the door for Damon yet again but when the professor shows up and closes the door behind her I let out a sigh I didn't know I was holding. He's skipped four days of class and if he isn't careful he's going to end up failing.

Why the fuck should I care. He isn't returning my texts or calls. He's being a complete fucking asshole. Opening up my computer I type up the assignment for the day. I'm so focused I jump as the door to class files open and none other than Damon Saint. Struts in walking up to the seat he used to sit. Avoiding my eyes at all costs.

Frowning I pop ear buds in and blast the song Scarlet reminded me existed as I type up my assignment. When the bell rings for class to end I propelled myself out of the room with Bailey on my heels till we met up with Scarlet on the lawn. Scarlet eyes the movement behind us. My v

Turning my head I see Damon standing on the edge of the grass. Scarlet growls in his direction and turns on her speaker blasting the chorus to [Good in goodbye by Madison Beer]. When Damon hear's the 'cause your toxic boy' part of the song his dark angry eyes return and he glares at me.

A snarl pulls at the corner of his lips as he stalks towards us. He slams Scarlet's speaker to the ground and glares at me. His eyes dark as a dead soul. ''Funny, you wanted to be friends. Well guess what. I don't want anything. We're enimies now so stop fucking texting me'' he snarls in my face. Shoving him  out of my way I head towards my next class.

I hear Scarlet's loud yelling behind me as Bailey trails  after me. When I enter English lit, I see Scarlet scurrying after me as we take our seats together. Bailey doesn't share this class so it's just me and Scarlet. ''What did you say to him?'' I whisper softly.

Scarlet turns to face me and grips her text books with deadly nails. ''I told him to get his fucking head out of his ass before I shove a hockey stick down his throat'' she replies with a satisfied smile. A burst of laughter bubbles from my throat as I hear the words leave her lips.

When the bell rings for class to be dismissed me and Scarlet scurry out of class in search of Bailey. ''I'm right here'' Bailey's voice comes from behind me as we search the cafeteria. Scarlet chuckles before we head to our table and get settled. ''He's not worth your time Han Han. Nobody deserves to be treated like that'' Bailey says soft as I take a bite from my sandwich. ''Yeah, I give up'' I reply softly.

Scarlet nods picking at her poutine. ''What the hell. I wish I could eat carbs like the two of you and still be skinny'' Bailey huffs. Our friend isn't far as one would call her but she's got curves coming out her ears. ''You're not fat'' Scarlet glares at Bailey. Giggling I take another bite and shove the last piece of my sandwich in my mouth.

I feel a pain in my heart when I glance over at the hockey table and notice Damon is nowhere to be found. Sighing I collect my books and get to my feet. ''I'm not feeling it, I think I'm going to go home tonight Scarlet'' I say softly as I head in the direction of the exit. I actually believed he felt something for me.. but I was wrong. He's more than toxic. Damon's absolutely a mind fuck.

My heart can't take the pain of his rejection. Climbing into the city bus I hug my text books. I'm officially broken, I won't allow anyone to fix anything this time. I'm better without him and he's obviously better without me. A tear escapes my eyes as I watch out the window. Maybe in another life we would have worked. But not this one.

Getting off the bus I head straight for the door to the horror house. Climbing the stairs into my bedroom I lock the door behind me and drop my bags. Sitting at my desk I pull open my journal and begin to write.

Dear Diary,

The worst day about falling in love is realizing the other person doesn't feel the same. You're constantly thinking about what could have been and he's just tossing you aside like trash. I've had my heart broken by so many people but having it shattered by Damon Saint. That hurts worse then I can possibly even describe. My entire body is killing me. I can't even describe the feeling of denial. I'm in denial. My heart once felt alive again but once again someone came through my life and stomped on it like a smelly dead animal. Nobody will understand what it's like to fall in love until you're the one writing down these thoughts and feeling a shattered broken heart. Nothing seems the same anymore. I won't ever be the same girl I was with him. Nobody will ever see that side of me again.

Closing my journal I curl up on my bed with my now cleaned and white book blanket. My gramz had bought this for me on my eighteenth birthday and in one day it became another bad memory. Checking my phone again I refresh the messages with Damon.

Me: I don't know what you're going through but nobody deserves the way you treated me. Have a great life. It was nice knowing you.

Turning off my phone I close my eyes. Maybe in another life, I think to myself. I'm almost asleep when my phone goes off. Scrambling to pick it up I answer the phone quickly. Looking again I realize it's an unknown number. ''Hello?'' I whisper into the line. The voice on the other line makes my entire body go cold.