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• ëįghtèêñ •

There was a darkening sense of pain right above my stomach, and even though I told myself not look down, I did.

Just as Amara's power faded away as she realized what had happened, blood began to ooze from the wound.

I fell to the ground, and Dean rushes over, no longer stuck under Amara's power. Chuck and Sam were released as well, both of them coming over to me.

"She- why- why did she step in front of him?" Asked Amara, generally confused.

I struggled to breathe, coughing as Dean pulled me into his arms.

"Hey, don't you dare go on me now. I need you to stick around and take care of me and Sammy, okay?" He said, and I could see tears welling up in his eyes.

"Damnit Chuck, fix her!" He yelled.

I couldn't fully see because my vision had started to go out, but Chuck shook his head.

"I-I can't. Nothing can. Jupiter, why did you do that?!" He said.

"Dean..." I mumbled before coughing up some blood, pain burning throughout my whole body.

"What is it Raiye? C'mon, stay with us and tell me," Dean said, the tears now running down his face.

Amara was gone, and Sam was kneeled beside his brother, tears on his face as well.

"I-i," I coughed, spitting up more blood and wincing at the harsh shaking of my body. "I need to.... to thank you two..... y-you gave m-me a home an.... and let me be p-part of your family."

"Jup, don't," said Sam.

"And Dean...." I said, turning back to him and looking into his beautiful green eyes, doing all I could to keep my vision from going out.

"I l-love...... y-you. And I al-always will," I mumbled.

"I love you too Raiye, so fucking much. That's why you need to stay with me. Stay with me, okay?" He said, his voice breaking here and there.

I didn't get to give him a response.

And I never would be able to.

Because I now stood there, looking down at my own bloody body as Dean clutched it to his chest and sobbed.

Sam hung his head, and Chuck sat there, staring at my body wide-eyed.

I wanted to hug Dean so much, and have him see me as I am now. I wanted to tell him over and over again him much I really loved him, one for every time I could've told him that but didn't.

And now I never could again.

"Jupiter," said a voice I recognized behind me.

I turned my head and saw Billie, the reaper that Sam and I had met at the hospital,  standing there, her hands in the pockets of her black jeans.

"It's time to go," she said in a soft, soothing voice.

I blinked at her. "Can I have another moment?" I asked.

Billie gave me a soft smile. "Just one more."

The thing about being dead is that time stands still for you.

In this single moment, I was able to think about so many things.

Dean.

Sam.

Home.

My family.

Mom.

The people I had saved over the years.

Billie, and how she managed to hate the boys and like me.

Chuck.

Amara.

Cas.

Fate.

Dean again.

Love.

Happiness.

And then, I was ready to go.

I turned to Billie. "Okay. I'm ready now. Thank you," I said.

She reached out her hand, and I gently took it, only to be enveloped in a soft white glow as I left this world and moved on to another.

The End

...... Has No End......