~20one

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For a second there, I believed I was okay.
When I glanced through my past before you, I had hope.
But now, I am back to my reality.
I am back where I have no other choice than to exist or just not exist.
I am back home.
Home, where I belong.
Where I dwell in my misery with my thoughts of all the good things past.
For a second there, I let go and it broke me to lose connection with you.
So, I'm back.
Back to my hell, just for you.
Just to feel connected to you.
Pathetic, I know.
But even if it were for a second, I wish you cared.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 22, 2021 ⏰

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