Dawn After Dusk

Part 4 - all is fine

20th August 2016,

she was confused by his behaviour he was acting strange from the past two days and today from the time he came he was quiet, most of the days it's not the case but today she didn't understand

"Sanskar what happened," she asked but he didn't answer

instead, he tightened his arms around her waist and pulled her more close to him

and buried his head in her neck

they had been sitting like that for a long time

she was getting worried about him

"let's get married" he whispered

"what" she felt she misheard him pushing herself off him she looked at him trying to understand if she heard correct

he took a deep breath losing his hold around her

"let's get married ragini"

she felt happy and confused to

"But..," she wanted to voice out her worry but seeing his expression she decided not to "I mean why all of sudden" she continued

"because I want to spend more time with you"

"We are already doing that" she replied

"no not like this I want to hold you every night you fall asleep, I wanna wake up by you next to me I wanna return home to you I wanna love you and just need you badly"

she didn't know what to say he was right she felt the same these days, past one month had been true bliss for her having sanskar in her life changed so many things and she was happy

"but don't you think its quite early" she was worried on how where parents would react and what his sister and grandma would say

she just graduated and he joined the business a year back, marriage was a huge responsibility

and they were not properly settled in their career yet

"don't you love me," he asked irritated

"I do"

"then what is the problem we both love each other and I just want to make things official between us"

"but"

he took a deep breath trying to control his outburst he felt plenty of things at that moment but he had to convenience her

"I know you are worried about plenty of things and I understand, but I just want to say I love you, I love you a lot Ragini and this love makes me feel things I have never felt I want to be with you, build a home and have a family with you, be the reason of your happiness cherish you adorn you with all my love just please give me chance to do that and I promise you won't regret"

her head was down and he knew he was just pushing her sighing he walked towards her and held her hands in his

"and even after this if you feel this is too much to ask I'll just agree to whatever you decide," he said the last part with a heavy heart

she looked at him there were so many things and she didn't know if she was ready for it

this the guy she has been in love in with from past two years, this is the guy who makes her feel happy, this is the guy with whom she has been exploring new stuff about love and herself