Dear Draco

13

"Gen?"

"I don't know how but I think when you touched me you brought me back here with you. But something doesn't feel right. It feels like I shouldn't be here. And why are you alive? This isn't normal you're dead."

"Look I don't know how that happened and I'm not sure if it's happened before but i did something stupid and pretty much I had to go get you back in time so you could exist. Also, I'm not Draco I'm you but in his body I drank bad polyjuice potion and I'm not sure what's going on too."

She looks back at me looking confused as ever but there isn't much I can do. I'll just have to tell her to act normal and as if nothing has happened.

"Hey, so you need to go to ravenclaw common room and just pretend like everything is normal. No one can know what happened okay?"

"Okay." She says below a whisper walking away looking both confused and sad.

Walking down the halls I start to think. How could I have done this? Nothing is making sense. I still don't know how to be Draco without breaking down every time I look in the mirror. This must be the way he felt all the time. Looking in the mirror and seeing someone who isn't really you someone who is confused and scared. 

I must have not been paying attention to where I was going because I accidentally bumped into someone forcing them to drop all their books.

"I am so sorry let me help you with that."  I say. She reaches to pick up her books as well and I hand over the ones I got and I look into her eyes. It's me. But her eyes are tearful and hurt.

"No one knows who I am. McGonnagal literally asked me if I was a new student. Whatever you did fix it because I want to go back to how things were before." She sniffles her eyebrows crease as she frowns.

I just nod. Knowing that whatever happened in the time turner was not supposed to happen. I start walking ahead, not giving her another glance.

"Hey Draco! Ready for the big game today!!"

Confusion must have been evident in my face because he rolls his eyes and that cocky smirk he had in his face wipes off.

"Today is slytherin vs gryffindor so you better be ready. Because if you mess this up for us again I swear. Actually, can you kill something that's already been killed again?" He snickers and I want to punch that stupid smile off his face.

"I'll be ready. It's you who should be scared." I say hatred seeping through with every word I said.

"Well shit. How does one even play quidditch" I whisper to myself. I guess we'll find other tonight whether I'm terrible or actually okay at this.

               ——— a couple of days later ———

I opened my eyes but why is it so dark? And cold? Why do I feel so alone and like I have no energy. Where am I?

I stand up my bare feet touch the cold ground and a shiver runs up my spine as I hear manic yelling and laughter from everywhere. There isn't a place I can turn where I don't hear it.

I look outside into the darkness the cold takes over and suddenly I-

Need less to say I passed out. I opened my eyes for the first time in three days and looked at my surroundings. I must be in the school hospital. I look beside me and I'm met but her eyes. Well mine. Well you know what I'm talking about.

"You need to get better please I've been glitching the passed few days. I don't know why but every time it happens it hurts more. I'm not supposed to be here. I don't exist here anymore. Please let me move on."

"I'm so sorry I just don't know what to do anymore." I say and she suddenly jolts up yelping in pain.

You are such a coward

Let her go

She needs to be free

These thoughts all run through my mind. It's starting to feel like I'm not in control of my mind anymore. My thoughts are scattered And I'm thinking like someone else.

Maybe Gen does need to go. I need to get rid of her before time gets even more messed up.

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Low key thinking of ending this book soon or just not continuing it. I'm having some reallll writers block! Anyway, I hope you enjoy bye!!