Dear Draco

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Dear Draco,

I miss your voice.

And the way you smelled.

And the way you smiled when you were with me.

It almost feels like you were never real.

I try to visit your grave as often as I can but most times I go i feel like I can't leave.
It's the only way I can be close to you.

The pain is getting worse every day but is there a way to mend a broken heart?
I constantly use these herbs that I got from a friend because it's the only way I can see you and feel like you are there talk to you but I know it's not real.

I wish I could wake up right beside you like all of this is just some twisted dream. Well nightmare.

I haven't been the same since you left it's like apart of me is missing. You were my other half and now I have to live with half a heart.

I hate him so much for taking you from me. But there is nothing that can be done because it's all over I don't want to be the cause of another war.

I've decided to let someone erase my memories because a life without you is not a life to live.

Im so sorry my love but deep down I know I will never forget you and that part of me that's missing right now will always be missing but I can't go another day knowing you are dead. And there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

    Love always, gen

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there is more to the story this is just the start hehe