“Do you want to dance?” I asked casually my words slurring because I had had one to many drinks. I took a seat on Justin’s lap and batted my eyelashes as he laughed.
“You know I suck at dancing,” He complained as he ran his fingers through my hair he was drunk to. I stood up and pulled him out of the chair.
“I really don’t care!” I said victoriously as he wrapped his arms around my waist, I tossed mine around his neck smiley brightly at him as we swayed back in forth.
“Good!” he said seductively as he leaned in his lips meeting mine in a kiss, I was stunned but in my drunken state I kissed him back, I would have probably done the same if I was sober but it would have meant more. “Kendall?” Justin whispered as he led me towards the exit.
“Yeah?” I asked breathlessly as he pulled back the curtain to his bunk.
“I love you, I always have,” he doesn’t give me time to respond he resumes with kissing me passionately. My whole body goes numb as he lays me down on the bed slowly I slid his shirt off of him, and then he did the same to mine…
I got up in a bit of a panic looking over to see Justin sleeping beside me neither of us was wearing the clothes we had on the night before. What had we done! I quickly slipped on my clothes sliding past him. I found a small piece of paper and taped it to the inside of his bunk. We were drunk so you probably wont remember what happened I mean I barley do…so I guess it’s better if I don’t sign my name. To be honest I love you to and trust me it’s better if you don’t know whom this one nightstand happened with that would just make things more complicated, I’m sorry Justin I really am. I quickly snuck out of the bus before I broke down, my head was spinning and I was crying a bit hysterically when I felt someone’s arms wrap around me.
“Kendall you okay?” Austin asked I quickly shook my head no. “What’s the matter sweetie you can tell me,” he said softly petting my back trying to comfort me.
“I fucked up Austin, I was drunk I did something stupid that I can’t take back and I may have just ruined everything…” the words stumbled out of my mouth in a blur as I let out another sob but I quickly controlled myself.
“Deep breathes Kenny it’s going to be okay, just tell me what exactly happened,” Austin instructed I stared at him wide eyed and breathless as we sat down on the cold cement the sun starting to rise.
“I-I slept with Justin,” my voice was so quite I wasn’t ever sure Austin could hear me, and the expression on his face made it seem like he didn’t either.
“I shouldn’t be telling you this but he loves you, and Kenny I know for a fact you love him…so why is this a problem?” Austin asks his voice soft as I lay my head on his shoulder.
“Because we were drunk…and he wont remember I was just another one night stand…” I whisper looking up at the sky wondering why it had to happen like this.
