Just another Bad Boy (Nash Grier)

Smiles and Goodbyes

Alaska's P.O.V

"Are you okay? My names Jack but everyone calls me by my last name Gilinsky." He smiled. I wiped my last few tears and smiled pulling myself together.
"Yeah I'm fine. Just a little breakdown." I smiled weakly.
"Wait you're the new girl. Let me get you something a drink or even let me take you out to eat. Something? I feel like you deserve it." He said I nodded my head.
"I'd like that." I smiled.
He pulled me towards the direction of Nash. Why did he have to go this way?
I'm just gonna keep my head down.
"Hey are you sure your okay? You haven't picked your head up once?" He said stopping me standing in front of me.
I remember doing that with Matt when he told me not to go for Nash.
I looked up to see his eyes sparkle.
He was hot. A God even.
It should Be a sin to look this good.
"Yeah I'm better now. Thanks for coming after me or whatever. I really appreciate it. I'm new around here and don't really have any friends. So again I really appreciate it." I said
"No problem. I've seen you around. We have lunch together." He spoke shoving his hands in his pockets.
"Oh yeah I guess we do." I laughed
"Alright now cmon lets go get something to eat."
He smiled that big smile.
God he was so nice.
Is it bad that I already like him?
Yes it is because this would be the third guy you've liked since you've got here.
Then my self conscience tells me just look at him he's perfect.
He grabbed my hand and pulled my past the bar.
"ALASKA! WAIT!" I look around to see Nash running towards me.
"Keep walking." I told Jack and turned around.
"Are you really doing this? Moving on from me already?" He yelled
"What do you call what you're doing Nash? Im not here to fight, not here to yell. If you're over me I'm over you. You're back to your player ways. You don't care about me you never did. I was just another girl to feel the space. You've got a really pretty girl that'd probably treat you better then me atleast she doesn't try to commit suicide she's perfect for you. I'm not."
I whispered barely audible.

"Is that really how you think I feel?" He whispered looking down at the pavement.

"I mean I don't really know what you feel. I just know you looked pretty happy when you got done kissing her. If she makes you happy then by all means I want you to be happy. If im not what makes you happy then I'm gone. I'm sorry I ever came into your life. Goodbye Nash." I spoke softly.
I looked up at his face to see tears streaming down.
"But Alaska you don't understand. They told me you probably wouldn't wake up. It's been over a month." He sighed running his fingers trough his hair.
I looked back over at Jack our hands still connected.
"Im sorry I didn't wake up. Okay I'm sorry. But you've shown me you really don't care. You're happy with her. Be happy I want I be too." I whispered.
I turned around and began to walk with Jack.
"Alaska wait..." He croaked weakly.
"Bye Nash." I cried
"I LOVE YOU OKAY?!
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND ONLY YOU AND YOURE JUST GONNA WALK AWAY FROM US. I know I'm stupid I know but please don't just leave. I can't live without you." He was sobbing now.
I felt bad.
So I did the only thing I could do

I gave him a big hug.

"I love you too. But I'm leaving. If our paths cross again it was true love. If not it was never meant to be." He held me really tight.
"I'm never gonna forget you. No matter how hard I try I won't." He cried
"I won't Forget you either." I smile wiping his tears.
I kissed him one last time the same tingly feeling and butterflies rushed through me.
"I love you." He said
"I love you." I said back and let go I walked away with Jack never to see Nash again.

Or so I thought.

I'll probably update again later so. I'll see you laters.... Stay beautiful babes.💕💙