👣LONE SOLDIER👣
Doomed x Moses Sumney
i'm not happy i can admit that... to myself
but i can't admit that fact to no one.
it hurts to ponder and even close my eyes
so i stay up, wide eyed and delirious.
i'm at fault and filled with guilt about a crime that never happened.
i'm hurting and confined to a very dark place doing time
that feels never ending and claustrophobic,
once i get to a good place it sucks me back in
i cry the silent tears alone, i walk the mile alone
i battle the wars handed to me alone.
i do everything alone because my sentence to this hell is undetermined and never ending .
i'd rather suffer in silence then to add anyone into this world of feeling this feeling i can't even shake.
ima quiet person.
ima private person.
but this bid i'm doing makes me a
dangerous person.
it makes me a ominous person.
it makes me just another number.
i'm dangerous cause of the charges added to my sentence that make me feel confined.
i'm ominous cause i don't know how long feeling confined will continue to consume me
ominous cause i don't know what's next for me.
Dangerous enough not to make parole.
ominous enough to recidivate.
unhappy enough to continue doing this bid i call life ALONE.
A/N🥀
this poem was created when i was going through one of my most darkest times. I was struggling & confused and my fingers just did the talking.
thank you for reading✨
El.
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