Eternal Flame( Kyojuro Rengoku Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Yua's POV
It's been a week since that day and I can't forget what the upper moon two mentioned. It always stayed in my mind that everytime I remembered Muzan, my body started to tremble. The girl whom we saved decided to stay with me in the butterfly estate, he name was Miyoko. After a week of staying here she is now showing a cheerful smile.

I wonder if someday I can also show that smile to everyone, but after meeting one of the twelve kizuki. I can't stop but to feel fear, that one day I will submit to Muzan like the  upper moon two said. A golden pair of eyes then appeared infront of me making me widened my eyes to see Kyojuro infront of me with a big smile.

" Hey, you okay? It seems like you're in deep thoughts." He said with a worried voice making me just blink my eyes before shaking my head with a small smile plastered in my face.

" I'm fine, well yeah just thingking some other things." I replied making him just humned in response, his smile then disappeared while staring at me seriously making me just tilt my head, confused on why he became so serious all of a sudden. But I yelp when Kyojuro hurriedly pulled me up and started dragging me gently. " K-kyojuro?";

" Let's have a date shall we?" He said with a grin making me blush so hard, d-date? But we are not a couple we are just friends, nothing more. Still, why is my heart beating so fast, that if the both of us were in quiet place maybe he will hear my beating heart. I didn't said anything but let him pulled me.

" Yua-nee, also Kyojuro-niisan? Where are you going?" One voice maked us stopped while looking behind, only to see Miyoko standing at the patio while holding a basket full of clothes and blanket.

" Miyoko, I'll take Yua into a date." Kyojuro replied making me just blush still facing Miyoko who also smiled. Kyojuro really is a straightforward person.

" I see, enjoy yourself both of you." Miyoko replied while looking at me and wink making me just glared at her, she giggled before waving her hand and entered inside.

" Kyojuro, people will misunderstand." I said shyly while facing him, he just blinked his eyes before chuckling and ruffeling my hair. He is a little bit weird today, he don't have a mission for three days and he always visits me. But I can't stop to smile, having a friend like him makes me happy. I then clenched my hand, but I'm afraid that someday I'll hurt Kyojuro with my own hands.

Kyojuro dragged me towards a new place in the demon slayer corps, my eyes was stucked to the beautiful lake infront of me. The water was clear blue and it feels like I can see the sky below me. I never knew that there is a place like this in the estate and also I can't stop but to smile.

" I'm happy." Kyojuro then said making me face him, he was smiling warmly while facing me. Again my heart started to beat as I looked at him in the eyes. " I wanted to see you laugh and smile again like what you did when we meet at Asakusa. After coming here and meeting one of the twelve kizuki you're not smiling sincerely anymore."

My eyes widened a little when he said that, I'm still facing him don't know what to reply on what he said. He was smiling gently, like a sun who is warm and shining at me. What is this feeling? I can't explain it but his words made me feel loved. He started approaching me but I didn't moved and let him come near me. His warm hands suddenly cupped my faced as he leaned closer to me.

My heart started to thumped fastly when his face was so near to mine. But my eyes widened when he kissed my cheeks before pulling away and ruffeling my head. I was frozen at my spot, blushing madly at what happened. He nearly kissed my lips but he moved away and kissed my cheeks. I slowly raised my head to face him, he was staring at the lake with mixed feelings that I can't explain.

" K-kyojuro why are you doing this?" I asked making him faced me, we are just friends but he is helping me too much. I didn't even asked this kind of help to him, it will just bother him with his missions. I don't want to make his life worst, even if he is a Hashira I don't want him to die because of me. Yet why? He is too kind that I want to be with him everyday. Why am I feeling this when Kyojuro is with me?

" The lake is really beautiful but I guess time to go." Kyojuro said changing the topic while staring at me with a grin. He ruffled my hair again before started walking making me just stared at his back. He is kinda acting weird today but why do I feel sad about it. I just sighed before following him, but his hand grabbed mine pulling me gently to make me walk besides him.

" You're really acting weird today Kyojuro." I said trying my best not to show my blushing face but let him held my hand. He chuckled as he tilt his head to face me.

" I'm still the Kyojuro you knew." He said cheerfully making me giggle, I guess spending time with him makes me calm and forget about Kibutsuji Muzan. Kyojuro suddenly stop making me stop also. " Yua, I promise to protect you from Kibutsuju Muzan." He then grinned making me widened my eyes, tears started to cascade in my eyes.

Someone said the word  'protect' to me, a word that I didn't heard for the rest of  my life. A something that I didn't need, now that Kyojuro said that. It made me realize, that I'm not fighting alone anymore. There are lots of people who are fighting, not just me. Shinobu, Tanjiro, Tamayo, Yushiro, all of the demon slayer and Kyojuro is also fighting. But I'm afraid, so afraid that one day Muzan will finally used me, not just a tool but  a full fledge demon.

" I'm afraid Kyojuro." I whispered but loud enough for him to hear it, he then engulf me into a tight hug as I wrapped my arms around him. " I'm afraid that someday I will hurt you all."

" Yua, that will not happen, never. You said that we will kill you if ever you can't control the demon's power but I will not do that." He said making me pull away and face him, he was still smiling gently while wiping my tears.
" That's why Yua, please don't be  afraid and face everything. Time for you to forgive yourself."

" I may wanted to but it's kinda hard." I said while smiling, Kyojuro tried on making me forgive myself but that will never happen. I may wanted to but, is it really okay for me to forgive myself? Do I really deserve to feel love, now that I met Kyojuro and he is so kind. I'm afraid that someday I will fell inlove with him, which I wanted to avoid. Yet why do I feel sad in thingking about that, it feels like I want to make him love me?

" Okay, but I'll wait for you to do that." He said making me just smile and nod, if Kyojuro wants me to smile and laugh sincerely I'll do it. But I will never forgive myself and let myself fell inlove until we defeat Muzan and Sora will forgive me. " Let's go, shall we?" Kyojuro then grabbed my hands making me just let him do it as we started walking back towards  the butterfly estate.

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" Caaaw! Amazaki Yua, you had a mission tomorrow together with the Flame  Pillar Rengoku Kyojuro!" Hiro then landed towards the window of my room making me just sighed but smiled. A new mission again, also with Kyojuro huh? We just met today yet we will see each other again tomorrow.

" Tell me the details Hiro." I said before approaching him.

" Lot's of people are found dead in the middle of the road near Asakusa City. That's why Oyakata-sama will send you there to investigate." He said making me just humned in response, near Asakusa huh. I'm glad Tamayo and Yushiro moved or else they will be in danger.

After Hiro reported it he flew away, making me sigh and stared at the full moon. I'm happy that Kyojuro will be my partner but my heart can't stop from beating everytime I heard his name or see him. Especially when I remember the time he nearly kiss me, I then blushed to hard creating a smoke in my head making me shook my head.

I already promised myself not to like or love someone, but my heart can't lie anymore. It's hard to resist my it, especially towards Kyojuro who is too kind. Still, I'll try to resist this  feelings, I'm glad if he will not return my feelings but thingking about it hurts me also. I know it's sudden for me to like him but who will not? He is so kind and  handsome, I shook my head before slapping my face.

" Yua, let's just go to sleep and prepare for tomorrow!"

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Ugh, why is it too sudden for me to write that Yua already like Kyojuro. But she is right who will not like him? He is so freaking handsome! I bet my lovely readers  will agree! Xd.

Again, I can't think on what to write that's why I wrote this. But it was also added in my plot, though this story maybe will end until 30 chapter, MAYBE. But I really hope so haha. Xd.

Well I hope you like this one.

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