When You Love Someone

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It really is strange when you love someone. You love them with everything they have to offer, you accept them the way they are, they are perfect in your eyes, but do they feel the same about you?

Pretty sure they do accept you the way you are and you make them smile, but i'm pretty sure they like someone else that makes them smile and gives them butterflies in their stomach so i don't think they feel the same way about you.

It really is strange when you love someone. Texting them to meet up at a exact location and time, you were nervous and you weren't sure if they felt the same about you or maybe you wanted to hear the truth from them.

Getting ready for today, you applied blush, eyeliner, light makeup and your brown natural straight hair. As for your outfit you wear a simple white shirt, a baby pink sweater, a shoe pair of white adidas, a plaid grey skirt and a baby pink beret. Putting on perfume and checking yourself in the mirror before you left, you were confident.

Checking the time, you grabbed your purse and left to the destination. You arrived there early so you went to an ice cream shop and you bought yourself Mint Chocolate Ice cream. You went to sit down and enjoyed the time being there, watching how the place was getting crowded up with couples, you decided to leave to meet up with him.

He was there in the place where you first two had a "date" which of course it never really was a date. He look at you and smiled making his dimples come out, 'isn't he the cutest' you thought to yourself.

He was about to say something when you interrupted him.

"Don't ask questions, I just wanted to tell you something before I move away and probably not hear anything from me anymore and you don't need to answer me. I just want you to listen to what I need to tell you," You looked down before looking at him in the eyes.

There was a moment of silence before you spoke up again.

"We've been friends for a long time and they said "oh don't develop a crush on your best friend" well I loved you and I've been hiding this for a while" Your eyes were starting to get watery and a tear fell out, but you suddenly wiped it before he could realize you were crying.

He was about to speak, but you cut him off.

"Look, it's fine okay? I'm sorry San, but my feelings grew stronger for you each time. I would get jealous when other girls would hang out with you and there was no reason as why should I get jealous when you're not even mine" You looked away.

At this point he was quiet, he had a blank face and your tears were falling with sniffing from
time to time.

"But please, don't worry about me I'll be fine. Either way, I'm moving with my parents back in the U.S so now you won't have to worry about me anymore"

You reached out to hold his hand for the last time and he gave it to you.

"I'm gonna be fine I promise you, after all I've been a burden to you so there's no point in staying here with you when you probably don't even want me to be here" You let his hand go.

Taking some steps back with tears in your eyes, you were happy to at least tell him your confession before you said goodbye.

"Goodbye San, I hope you have a great life without me and find someone who you actually love."

And that's when you turned around crying even more, going home you realize that this was the last time you were going to love someone.

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I'm back from having a breakdown and staying up all night since something happen to me and i wanna destroy my feelings now :)

I hope everyone is having a great day and i love every and each one of y'all, if y'all need someone to talk to or wanna to make friends I am here for anyone.

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