Fourth crush

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Mike was the sweetest of all of the other crushes , he had a way of making me comfortable even when I was uncomfortable or nervous to say something , my friends would tease me about mike the most ( I thought would really be the one . ( but tragedy struck him , he was in an accident ( I do not know what accident) but I knew it was ciritcual because he was in the ICU he was on machines for along time.
All I could do was pray for mike to get better and I told him in my dres and in my prayers " mike I know your a fighter in you I know you can fight these ,
I just meant you you can't leave just yet. I said if you can hear these send me a message , the next day I walk in sandy r ( staff person at work ) said mike is awake and talking , I smiled trying not to cry but I was like what he is not out of the woods yet , he kept getting better he is coming back to work. Then my mom said he might not
Be that same person " I was like I know ( I just really didn't want to hear he might of changed ) no that I think of it what if he is not as talkative as he was ( if you know what I mean ) he might not even remember my name , these guy I told mike how I felt about him in a poem gave it to him right before he had these accident that Friday before mike just smiled at me " what if mike never a smiles again. ( I still want to be there for mike but I am a little bit afraid of him changing ( is it good change bad change

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