It was the Same but , I just kept checking out Demarcus( at the time I didn't know is name ) of course he noticed me . My guy friend saw I was intrested in him , which yeah my friend Floyd caught me checking Demarcus out , walked over to Demarcus said yeah she is checking you over there, he looks over , I look away ( like thanks a lot ) could it get any worse I said to myself then crystal H ( Floyd's girlfriend at the time asked what was going on , Floyd told her crystal smiled at me I blushed more , my friend Doug just told me to go up and talk to him so I did first thing I said was hi how he was ,and it was going good he said what up ? I just smiled then . I found out he was working at a target , so I thought that's it . Then Demarcus decide to friend request me on Facebook. We were chatting in the chatroom in Facebook and he said he want me to be his girlfriend , then he kept asking me when are we going out I told him soon .
He would always bring it up . Then couple months pass no word from him at all . I messege him on Facebook saying yeah I haven't heared from you for awhile . He said he had a sister that passed away , and he quit is job then he said he found another girlfriend I know but Demarcus didn't have the guts to tell me that he was moving on . The only reason I knew my friend Dany told me that's what he said . Oh I was so mad I messaged him saying it was over that I am breaking up with him because he couldn't tell me face to face of him not wanting to be with me .
So I disliked him a lot . Man are so complicated

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Sadden heart
RomanceIt's poems about my Ups and downs with guys Either some were be like Journal sayings Some well be have poems And how I felt about each one Then how most of them broke my Heart or sadden it ( there might be a little bit of bad words not much t...