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Warning this chapter talks about Panic attacks self  harm and anxiety

Luke went up to Alex
L. Alex you know you can tell us anything
A. I told you I'm fine!
Alex didn't know how loud his voice got.
Luke and reggie where shocked
Alex couldn't take it anymore he felt his heart betting really fast and it was really hard for him to breathe.
Without saying anything to the band he poffed  out. Next  thing he know he was in front of the Orpheum . he couldn't breathe his heart was beating soo fast it felt like he  was being  stabbed. Alex new what was happening he was having a Panic attack. Alex didn't know ghost could have panic attacks
He fell tears rolling down his face he couldn't breathe he can't say anything. He wanted to scream but he couldn't. He pulled down his sleeve he started scratching his nails into his  skin so hard the blood started dripping.  he didn't know what he was doing he thought no one loved him. The words in his head were saying your useless no one loves you the bands better off without you. Then he fell asleep

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