What Is It With You

Decisions

April 16th 2015
Bryan Home
**Lukes POV**

I woke up to Savannah screaming. I jumped up and ran in it was still dark out. I picked her up since she was standing there. We had them in their own rooms now since Dallas slept like a rock. Savannah on the other had did not like to sleep. Kelly was at Jays house last night she must not of ever came home. I changed Savannah.

"You wanna come sleep with daddy?" I asked her.
"Ya." She said sobbing. I held her and gave her a kiss.
We went into my room and got into bed. She cuddled in and was back out in minutes. So strange. I grabbed my phone. It was 445am. I had a text from Mike.

Mike (1202am): Kells and Jay had a little to much wine. I just got in. I'm making her stay here.

They were wedding planning. Mike and Jay planned on getting married in October. So I know Kells is loving the fall wedding since we were suppose to have ours then. I'm so happy we moved it though. But maybe if we didn't last year wouldn't of happened.

I decided to text her.

Me (449am): Hey darling just woke up with Savannah she's in our bed cuddling with daddy. I miss you. I hope you had a good time last night I will see you soon. I love you so much.

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I ended up falling back asleep at some point. I woke up to Kelly kissing me. I looked at the clock it was 945am.

"Where's Dallas?" I asked jumping up.
"Still passed out." She said.

I looked and Savannah was still sleeping too.

"I'm so sorry I stayed last night. I drank way to much wine Mike wouldn't let me drive." She said upset.
"It's okay. He texted me." I pulled her down to kiss me. She smiled.
"Everyone is still sleeping... wanna go somewhere real quick?" She said kissing my neck.
"Ughh as much as I would love to I have some work I need to get done today." I said to her.
"No fair." She said with a little kids voice.
"I know darling." I said chuckling.
"It's been to looong." She said.
"It's been a couple weeks I know. Soon I promise. Date night next weekend?" I asked her.
"Hmm I dunno maybe." She said going to walk away. I pulled her back.
"You are such a tease." I told her.
"Sorry I have work I have to get done." She said walking Away again. I sighed.

***

That evening Kelly was cooking. I was outside tossing the ball around with Til. He missed the ball again. He picked it up and threw it into the woods.

"Whoa bud what's up?" I asked him.
"What's up? My dad is fucking dead, my mom is fucking dead, my sister is at college like nothing happened, my other sister is out with friends like nothing happened, and I'm here acting like a big baby over it." He said. He sat down. He started crying again.

I walked over.

"Life is unfair. I know buddy. I am so sorry. Kelly and I are trying to do everything we can for you kids. But you need to let us in." I told him.
"It's just Kelly's younger than Jordan why can't Jordan take care of us!"
"You said it was okay if we adopted you guys besides it's only a couple months between them."
"No one adopted Jordan...."
"She's 20 that's why. We couldn't. But she still is our family we will treat her as if we did. Yes she and Kelly are the same age but that doesn't matter. Kelly is taking care of you and Kris the best she can. She loves you guys."
"We love her too... it's just I never knew mom..."
"She was an amazing women. She would be so proud of the man you are becoming."