Was just trying to swim
In this ocean of life
Didn't knew how I lost my grip
When I started to dive
Falling back
Deeper and deeper
At this point
I can barely see the surface
Gliding my hands
From downwards to upwards
Trying to clutch something
To push myself out
But it's too late now
I'm sinking deeper and deeper
At this point body feels light
Free from all the pressure of reality
It's all blue in here
Feels like I'm in sky
After all this trauma
Finally I could fly
My cells are giving up the urge
To grasp the last bit of oxygen
But somehow I'm alive
After all this, I'm still alive
I can hear the magical voice
So beautiful, mesmerizing
It's the sirens calling me
They're singing a beautiful song for me
I feel so much loved
This love is keeping me alive
Although I know at the end
They'll kill me
I can't escape anymore
I wish someone could save me
The end is death
But I wished to live
I hated this life
But I promised my inner child
That's we'll make it
I promised I will survive
And I don't break promises
With that decision, I opened my eyes.
