Chanel •Billie Eilish• (rewritten)

47- 16

bil's pov:

Today is December, 18th, 2017

I am now, 16. Today, I'm 16 years old. I've been waiting to be 16 for so long.

I'm throwing a little birthday party at Chen's apartment because it looks better than my house, and she has a swimming pool in her balcony. Only mutuals are invited.

Chanel bought herself an apartment because she thought she was bothering us in the house and I literally had to fight her about it.

Nonetheless, she bought an apartment and stayed there, she's been doing online school. I guess now you can say she lives here again. I miss being with her 24/7, but I've grown used to it. I'm not over it, yet though.

Also, I started going to therapy and it helped me.

Now I'm really close with Andrew and I made a new friend. He's my favorite person in this world besides Chen. Well, Chen is the love of my life, but he's like... Something else.

His name is Jahseh, everybody knows him as Xxxtentacion the famous rapper.

I also invited the Climate Change, of course. They're my friends after all.

I've been hanging out with Zoe and Drew a lot lately since I have free time and I'm bored when Chen wasn't around.

I guess I needed to be in someone's presence all the time. I don't like being lonely. Because those thoughts will crawl in my head...

I've gained a lot of followers, I even hit 200K. Who thought me, BILLIE EILISH, will get more than like 20K followers?

After my song with Khalid, everything went great and I'm very grateful for the song I did with him.

*Ding*
*Ding*

-Time Skip-

I am currently at Chanel's. My mom, Finneas, Chanel, and I are preparing for the party.