Chanel •Billie Eilish• (rewritten)

33- You Got A Girl?!

bil's pov:

Chen has been out for 5 hours and she hasn't returned to my calls or even text me. She won't tell me where she is or who she's with.

I've been sitting in this big ass mansion for so long and I started getting bored, so I sat in the living room and watched The Office to pass time.

2hrs later...
Chen walked in and looked at me.

"Where were you?" I got up so quick and walked to her. "I was out." She says.

"With who?" I asked. "With my friends." She shrugged.

"Where did you go?" I kept the questions going, crossing my arms over my chest.

"To the mall. I think I told you last night." She says and starts walking to the stairs.

I followed her, expecting her to remember and kiss me or at least give me a hug.

"What?" She turned around.

"I sleep in your room, hello??" I threw my hands in air, annoyed.

Does she even care at this point?
Is she mad at me?

"Oh, yeah... Can I have a moment alone, please?" She stands in her door way, stopping me from going in the room. "Sure..." I look down and sigh.

I texted Zoe because I think it's my fault she's acting like this.

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Zoe

zoe idk what to do
i think i did sum wrong
she's acting so weird
and idk what i did but i think i did sum wrong

Talk to her and tell her how you feel
Billie, whatever happened, it's not your fault
Don't worry yourself too much

i'm afraid talking to her about my feelings is gonna make it worse
our relationship is so perfect
and i think i ruined it by telling her that i'm suicidal and her knowing about my self-harming...

stop assuming stuff that might be the reason that'd end your relationship
She's probably in a bad mood, it's not your fault
When you feel uncomfortable talk to her because that's what relationships are about
You will get through hard times together

she's making me assume shit
she's acting so suspicious zoe you don't understand
yes but ion wanna fight wit her cute ass
the fights would be less if we understood eachother

Tell her but not directly

fine

I'm so proud of you and I love you

I love you more and I'm proud of you too zo
seen 10:43 P.M.

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I knocked on the door.

"Come in." She shouted.

I walked to the bed and straddled her.

"What's wrong?" I ask her. "Nothing." She says, smiling and rubbing my sides. "You sure?" I ask, scared.

"Yes, I'm good. Why is something wrong?" Her smile fades away slightly. "You're not acting like yourself today, did I do something?" I say, worried.