THE MAFIA ALPHA AND HIS MATE

Emotions

Aella's point of view

It's almost been a month since me and Roxy have been here we tried to tell Axl that we need to go back home let's just say that conversation did not end well, that arse said we not going anywhere and if I tried leaving him he would tie to his bed and I would never see the light of the day and that did not go down well with me let's just say like the crazy bitch that I am I tried, key word tried it ended up with me locked in my room and since then I haven't been talking to that ash hat, when I see him come my direction I turn and walk the other way call me a little baby but I will not be held against my will and he isn't even explaining why I can't leave when I ask he just gets angry and tells me I am his and I can't leave him, possessive much *sigh *. It's almost time for the Italian Mafia ball so me and the girls decided to go dress shopping yes my night mare but a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do we went to the mall and were surrounded by guards order of that ash hat so that we can't run away in the name of shopping. We have been walking around for about 2 hours and I still haven't found the perfect dress or the dress that's gonna make Axl wanna have his way with me as Amy puts it. After walking I finally found it a perfect silver dress that glittered I wasn't really a fan of sparkly things but this one had me hooked I tried it on and felt like it a queen in it as much as I hated heels I found a perfect pair to match the dress and finally after the girls had got their dresses we headed for the food court. We were sitting and enjoying food when Amy suddenly got all serious "A I know that you want to leave and go back home but you can't leave," but why can't we leave"that dipshit maybe to stubborn to tell you but he needs you and if you left he would go back to being his old hard dead pan big bad wolf again look I have seen him smile when he is with you, you may not see the way he looks at you it's just that he needs to come to terms with himself please give him a chance "Amy I want to give him a chance because he wants so fi he wants one he better grow a pair" then Amy suddenly laughs "you definitely are the girl for him, you don't take his shit good for you girl". After eating we went back to the pack house where I had learnt that Axl has his own house in the pack grounds why we still living in the pack house beats me, after sucking it up I went to his off just to piss him off I didn't even bother knocking I just barged in and what I saw my heart stopped for a minute Mia that wolf I had a fight with when I got here was on his lap sucking his face off I felt something tug my heart like something in my chest was painful I looked at them but my face didn't show a single emotion of what was going on inside my head I felt the need to rip her head off but I was okay so I convinced myself with a small smile still gracing my face, "ohh sorry didn't know you were busy I will come back later" with that I turned to the door and closed it swiftly then I let out a breathe I didn't even know I was holding. I put on a brave face and went into my room and changed into a dancing out fit I put on some black leggings and a sports bra then my ballet dancing shoes I went to the gym by the side that is used for sparring and connected my phone through the speakers in the gym I put on when the party is over by Billie Eilish I danced my heart out portraying every emotion emotion that I felt the hurt and the betrayal why I don't know cause he wasn't even mine, I danced my walls up again placing them in their rightful place with each lyric I could feel myself toughen up and become the ice queen I was I could feel the Angel take up her place. I danced I don't know until when and when I was done I disconnected the music and went into my room for a shower as I was walking up the stairs I came across Mia and when she saw me a huge smile was plastered on her face "see bitch he is mine stay away from my man" I simply laughed in her face"bitch is an understatement I have up graded to a hoe and as for me I don't give a rats as who he is with he maybe yours for all I care, so move along and go and play with someone who gives a fuck"uggghhh I just wanna strangle you"she says screeching "wait in line bitch you not the only one" and with that I left her glaring holes at my back I got into my room and took a shower then went down stairs to find the kids and some adults watching decedent's 3 I found an empty sit and watched, it was one of my favorite Disney movie while watching I went to the kitchen to make myself a snack since I had skipped lunch while eating I saw Roxy walk in with Luca on her trail laughing at something he said and I couldn't help but notice the look in my friends eyes she looked happy and I haven't seen that look in a while and I felt happy for her she deserved to be happy, when Roxy noticed me she came over with Luka still behind her "hey boo I didn't see you at dinner" ohh sorry lost track of time while dancing at the gym"she came to me and looked at me with worry in her eyes "you okay bbe" yeah am good don't worry "deciding to put the attention on them so where are you two from" ohh we went for a walk"Luca  says scretching the back of his neck "I look at them and laugh. After saying good night they leave and by then the house is silent and it's almost light out every where expert the kitchen where I was sitting, I place my plate in the sink rinsing it after that I went to the cabinet and got my self a glass of jack Daniel or as I like to call it sympathy, I turned the lights out and made my way out of the house, I went by the back garden and since it was dark I sat on the bench with my glass next to me, I felt at peace in the dark like it's where I belonged I wasn't one to be afraid of the dark I felt a strong feeling of familiarity with it, it bought me a sense of comfort and I dwelled in it I don't know for how long I was sitting down thinking but I was bought out of my thoughts but a notification on my phone I checked it and found a message from Shekaif that my weapons were gonna be delivered tomorrow and I grinned at that thought deciding to go in I finished my drink and went into the house I got to my room and stood by my door and noticed that I haven't seen Lord Jerk since the incident in his office I stripped of my clothes and put in my pj's before I let sleep consume me.

Wonderful human beings am so sorry I haven't been posting, a lot has happened I'm starting school so the is a lot going on hope you will forgive me 💕

Rainbows and unicorns, Tiny