Forever Mine

Chapter Seven

"Tai's right, I am a monster." he says muttering to himself and he lets the tears run down his face.

Killua looks at the door where Gon is behind and takes a deep breath. He wipes the tears from his face, but more slip out from his eyes. the thought of leaving Gon making his whole being break into pieces.

"Gon, when you're done we have to talk." Killua says, his voice shaky.

"Okay." Gon replies. He looks at the door concerned, his heart thumping with anxiety.

Gon slips the white t-shirt that didn't fit so well and then slips on the pants with cats on them. It's tight but he doesn't mind. He steps out of the bathroom door, and sits with Killua on the floor. He puts a hand on his back comfortingly.

"What's up?"

Killua looks at him, tears falling down like a waterfall. As soon as he looks at Gon he becomes hysterical. He bites his lip and his mouth begins to turn puffy. His head tilts to the side and his salty tears pool onto his mouth.

"Gon we have to break up." He says through sniffles. His body shakes.

Gon removes his hand and looks at the floor. Suddenly a lot of pressure has been pressed into his heart. He clenches his jaw.

"Why?" He asks genuinely, trying to stay calm.

Killua's cries fill the room. They dance tauntingly around the halls. "Illumi said it's not allowed, I'll be going home soon." Killua says, putting his head in his hands.

Gon stares back at the sobbing Killua. He clenches his fists not knowing what to say, and not making a sound. He looks down, his breaths heavy, knowing that going home will just make Killua suffer.

Killua looks down at the ground. "I-I'm going to have to take over the family business." Killua chokes out.

"That's not fair." Gon says quietly through Killua's sobs.

He bits his lip, trying to think of something. All he wants to do is pull Killua into his arms but for some reason his body stops him and he just sits there helplessly. Killua pauses getting an impulsive idea. He puts his hands on Gon's shoulders.

"Gon lets run away. Let's pack all our stuff and run as far as we can! I don't want to go back, I just want to be with you." Killua says standing up, his body shaking. He takes off the ring and puts it on the nightstand.

Gon looks back at him with surprise. "Okay" he replies, he would be more enthusiastic, except that he had a bad feeling about it. He can't cry or smile.

Killua runs to his closet, stumbling in blinded by the hot tears. He wipes his face and rip's his clothes from their hangers and throws them onto the floor. He grabs whatever he can get his hands on, not caring at the moment. His only thoughts that run through his head is Gon.

Gon sits there and watches him scramble around, not knowing what to do.

He jumps up barely grabbing the strap of the big suitcase it tumbles onto his face cutting his cheek and blood pools onto his face. He throws it off of him and randomly grabs pairs of shoes and throws it into the pile. He throws in everything he might need, blindly. He then carefully puts them into the suitcase and stumbles into his bathroom.

A shot of concern stabs through Gon's heart when he sees the blood on Killua's face. He instantly stands up and stops Killua by grabbing his wrist, then turns him around.

"Killua, at least clean up your face!" he says with lots of worry.

"That doesn't matter right now!" Killua says furiously and tries to get himself from Gon's grip.