Oh No

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*A/N: ⚠️talks of rape/suicide⚠️///HEY! OMG it's been sooooo long since I've updated but don't worry! I'm not dead, I'm here! Just school is a lot and there's some personal stuff going on, but it's all good! Anywho, I hope you enjoy! On with the chapter!*

*Narrator's P.O.V*

The news had spread around about Mondo a lot faster than expected. Mr. Kirigiri had a ceremony about the rules. Just like he did at the beginning of the year. He would've never thought to have to do it again, especially in this situation. He didn't specify it, but they all knew what happened. "If anything is happening to one of you," he made eye contact with Makoto, who looked away, "Please come talk to me. I understand what fear is. It can be scary to talk to people. That is why, it is also ok for someone else to bring it up to me." Byakuya looked up when he heard that. They held eye contact for a bit, then broke it. "Thank you for coming to the ceremony. Enjoy your weekend!" Mr. Kirigiri left it at that and walked away from the podium. People tried to talk to Makoto throughout the day, but Byakuya would give them look and they knew to not take it any further. But let's not forget about Kiyotaka.

*Kiyotaka's P.O.V*

Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. DAMN IT! I can't do this. Not without Mondo. I can't. OH GOD! I can't anymore. I miss him so much. I have to do something. GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER TAKA! I cleaned myself up. Not too clean, just enough for me to look decent, but the crying wasn't going to stop any time soon. I slowly opened my dorm door and walked to the headmaster's office. I knocked and he opened the door. "Ishimaru. What's the prob-" I walked in without letting him finish his sentence. "Can you close the door please?" I asked. He did as I said, then proceeded to give me a questioning glare. "I need to talk to him. Please." He was confused as to who he is, but it finally clicked. His eyes opened wide, but nonetheless, he responded, "I don't think I can do that Mr. Ishimaru." "Look, Mr. Kirigiri, I really need to talk to him. You don't get it. He was my love. My one and only. I knew about what he did from Togami, but he promised me it would only happen once. I even talked to him about it. He told me he liked Makoto, but that he loved me more, and promised me he would never do it again. Just, please." He pondered for a bit, then finally made some calls. "Yes, Mr. Owada, I'm going to need you to still pretend you are talking to me, ok?" He said. He gave me the phone, and I heard his voice. "You wanted to speak to me?" he said. "Yes. Oh my god yes. I can't do this without you Mondo. I really can't. I need you." "Yes sir, I understand." "I hope that means I need you to." "Yes,  it does." "My god, I miss you so much. I don't think I can live without you here." "Look, I'm by myself right now, but just know that we will find a way to keep communicating, ok? I promise." That brought tears to my eyes. "Really?" I ask desperately. "Yes. Ok I got to start talking like you are the headmaster ok?" "Ok." "Yes sir, I understand." "I love you so much Mondo." "Me too. Goodbye." "Goodbye Mondo." Those were the last words I'd heard from him because what happened next was unplanned.

*Makoto's P.O.V*

Everyone was treating me different. I hated it. The only one who actually treated me the same was Byakuya. He didn't understand what I went through, but he took it upon himself to treat me the same way he used to. He only broke this when I would have my dreams. I've had these things going on forever. They've gotten a bit more realistic. I had been wondering why I hadn't had dreams about the incidents before they happened, but then I remembered why. Mondo wasn't someone I was all too close with. He might've been really close with me in a stalker way, and other ways I hate to think about, but we never had an emotional connection. He caused me emotional/physical damage, but that's a different thing. I only get those dreams when it's about someone I love. I still get freaked out thinking that at any point, Byakuya could still kill himself. I'm so sick and tired of worrying that it might happen. "Makoto?" he shook me from my thoughts. "Yes Kuya?" "Are you ok?" he asked. Am I ok? "I- I don't know." He looked at me concerned, closed his book, and went over to the bed. He sat down and laid my head in his lap. He started playing with my hair. "Do you wanna talk about it?" I shook my head. "I'm actually feeling quite sleepy now, if you keep it up, I'm going to fall asleep." I said with a chuckle. I was more into a deep sleep when all of a sudden there was an announcement from Mr. Kirigiri. "Students, please come to the cafeteria immediately." Again? Why? I didn't think much of it, so Kuya and I went to the cafeteria and someone caught our eye. It was Ishimaru. He looked, different. His eyes were bloodshot, cheeks tearstained, hair messy, it wasn't normal Taka. Kuya grabbed my hand and we went to sit at the far back of the cafeteria. Taka made eye contact with me and his eyes were filled with anger. He started walking towards us. "Ishimaru, come back here, now!" Mr. Kirigiri yelled. He walked back, hands in fists. Kuya immediately put me behind him out of instinct.  I looked up at him and saw his face, I've only seen it like that once before. It was when Kuya had told him what happened the first time. Mr. Kirigiri began to take the stage. He cleared his throat and began speaking.

*Mr. Kirigiri's P.O.V*

Walking to the podium felt like the longest walk ever. How was I supposed to word this? I'm about to tell the kids- Stop it. I need to save my breath for the podium. I cleared my throat and began speaking. "Hello students. There has been a tragic event that has occurred. Before I tell you, I just want you to know that we are all here for each other, and if anyone needs to talk I'm here, and there is going to be a professional out of school counselor here for all of you. I'm afraid to say that one of our own students, Mondo Owada, has committed suicide." The words fell out of my mouth. I don't even remember saying them. I knew I had because once my mouth stopped moving, everyone started murmuring, the only thing I remember seeing was the look on Naegi's face. He looked emotionless compared to Ishimaru, who was in pretty bad shape. I gathered my composure, and continued, "This is a hard time for some, if not all of us, so I will be giving everyone the rest of the days off, and class will resume Monday. I am always here for you guys, and the counselor is here too, I will start calling out names in about five minutes. Thank you for your time."

*A/N: Hello! Thank you guys so much for the immense amount of support I've received. It's truly amazing. I will try to update when I can, sorry for the long wait, but I hope you all are doing well. That's it for now! Until next time!!!

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