Chapter 18.
Third person's P.O.V
Taeyeon sat blankly on the floor, dropping the letter. She stared into blankness, until her tears finally burst out.
"Why!?" She shouted helplessly as her tears run down her face.
"Luhan!" She shouted on top of her lungs, making her throat hurt but she doesn't care.
What she is feeling right now is too much, she can't even describe how she feels. She feels like hell, she wants to be stabbed a thousand times, to be shot by a bullet a thousand time since what she's feeling right now is worse than any kind of physical pain.
"Luhan! Why did you leave me?!" She shouted again, though she knows Luhan won't hear her. No one would hear her helpless cries.
"I was ready to start over with you..." She whispered. Her tears stopped for a second then it started again.
She don't see the point why Luhan left her. If he really loves her, to death, and she's the reason why he wants to wake up everyday, his happiness, his strength, then why would he leave her?
Just because he can't make her happy? That's stupid! Luhan is the only guy that can make Taeyeon happy now. He's the reason why she lets him hurt her, she wants to be with him everyday.
She's regretting that he agreed to stay at the hospital, if she didn't stayed. None of this would've happened.
Taeyeon started throwing stuff, shouting incoherent profanities. She's really hurt.
Baekhyun's P.O.V
"Why!?" I heard Taeyeon scream through the thin walls of her apartment.
"Luhan!" She shouted even louder, making my heart hurt. It's like it's being pinched.
It was silent for a minute, which made me nervous and worried. Then again, she shouted.
"Luhan! Why did you leave me!?" She shouted. How can that selfless man say that Taeyeon loves me more than him? She's undergoing so much pain right now.
Minutes later I heard shattering of stuff inside. 'Don't go in, Baekhyun. Don't go in.' I reminded myself.
It was silent, but I still stayed outside her apartment door. In case.
Almost an hour passed, Im getting really worried. Before I knew it, I was opening the door. I walked as fast as I could, though my leg hurts like hell.
I opened the room, everything was new since the last time I went here. Except that every glass I can see is broken, aside from the glass door. There was blood on the white bedsheets.
I rushed to the bathroom, considering Taeyeon isn't at the bedroom.
She was there, leaning on her back on the cold wall. Blood stained her hands, and a bottle of medicine is on her bloody hand.
Don't tell me she committed suicide..
Don't tell me I'm too late..
Don't tell me I lost someone I truly love for the second time around..
(A/N: Oooooh. :O sorry this is SUCH A SHORT chapter. Chapter 19 will be looonger, I promise. Sorry for the Luhan stans that read my story. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ, please vote and comment. Be a fan! I love you guys!!)