For the better [baekyeon]

Twenty six.

Chapter 26.

Taeyeon's P.O.V

Just when I thought the gaping hole in my heart was already gone, another wound appears, and I think it's much more painful than it was before.

My body froze, unable to believe what I'm seeing right now. Or perhaps, I just refuse to believe. This is just a another bad dream, right? Somebody please wake me up because it's not funny anymore.

But it's too painful, this can't be a dream.

But it didn't hurt this much when Luhan left me. Why am I even feeling hurt? We're not together anyways, I don't have the right and he's free to do whatever he wants to do.

But this just really hurts, so much. It's a double kill.

My mouth was left open, I wanted to scream, I want to scream his name. But I can't utter a word. I feel like my world is crashing down on me.

"Goo." Baekhyun called on me, that's where I regained my senses. I started to walk away from him but damn this boy, always the fast one.

"Taeng!" He grabbed my wrist, making me turn around. Action speaks louder than words, right? Well okay.

I slapped him, yes. With all of my might.

"What was that for?!" He asked,

I scoffed in disbelief, "For making me wait for three hours."

"This for making me believe that you caught a flu." I slapped him again.

"Stop hitting me! It hurts!" He's unbelievable.

"Well what do you think am I feeling right now, Baek? So this is what you do? A whole week busy for finals? Really? How many times did you and Irene did it? For a whole week?"

"Taeyeon I tried, but Im tired."

As those words fell out from his mouth, another hole in my heart began to appear. Even bigger this time.

"Then you shouldn't have told me you'd wait!" I shouted as my visions get blurry, completely ignoring Irene.

"You told me you'd give me time, you just gave me a month, Baek!"

"Taeyeon, from the first time you spent the night with me I was already waiting for you, I already fell for you." I don't know how to react to those words, if he only know I felt the same. But it's useless to tell him anyway, because I chose Luhan over him.

"Then you should've just told me from the start, that you're already falling out of love. You were the one who fixed me, but you were the one who also broke me. Do you know how painful that is? I actually believed I can be happy. I was about to say yes today, Baek. You lost your chance. Out of all people, why my slut of a sister?" I ranted.

"Stop talking like Im not here! How can you call your sister a slut!?" Irene shouted.

"You think I didn't know you and Luhan fucked behind my back? You think I didn't know that Aaron isn't your ex's son? I'm aware of everything, Irene. I just don't talk about it, because nothing would change anyways! Poor Xander, thinking Aaron is his son."

"And Irene, you were the one who told me you don't see me as your sister. Why do you have to take Baekhyun? There's a lot of men!"

"Stop blaming Irene.." Baekhyun defended, and again my heart felt like it's being crushed again.

"She was there when you were too busy crying over Luhan.. Irene and I had a relationship before you, Taeyeon. The exact reason why Baekbom and I aren't on good terms." He admitted.

"Do you have any more secrets to spill, Baek? Because I want to leave this hell."

"I wanted to revenge on you, Taeyeon. For making me feel like you loved me, but chose Luhan over me."

"Thank you Baekhyun, for ruining me all over again."

"As for you Irene, thank you for going behind my back."

I stepped out of the building and cried on the sidewalk. Of course, it had to rain.

"Looks like the sky is crying with you." I looked to my side to see Taehyung sitting beside me. Also getting wet by the rain.

"Aren't you gonna rush me to your car so I won't get sick from the rain?" I asked him.

"No." He asnwered shortly.

"Wae?"

"Because you can't cry your heart out inside my car, and I can't comfort you because I'll be driving. I'll just let you cry here under the pouring rain until you're weary. And I'll be right here beside you." He said.

"Can you take me somewhere else, where I can cry comfortably?"

"Anywhere, Taeyeon."

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It was a short drive until we reached the place.. I walked and sat down on the grave that reads;

Lu Han April 20, 1994-February 13, 2015