Ukais daughter~

You too?

"Thank you guys so much for coming out. This means so much to the team and Y/n. We all can't explain how we are dealing with it but we are trying. Especially his own daughter. God I cant imagine what you're going through Y/n." I just looked down messing with my fingers.

The principle isn't helping at all. He's just saying this so he can get money. I wanted to leave so badly. Just run.

"Hey.... it's ok. I'm here ya know?" Nishinoya put his hand on top of mine. I loved when he did that. It brought me warmth. He would always rub my hand with his thumb too.

"Thank you. So much for being here Yuu."

"Y/n would you like to come up and speak?" I slowly got up while everyone burned holes into my skin with their eyes.

"Um... well I would first like to thank the boys for doing this. I don't really know how to explain what I'm going through but I'm just lost. Here's a little he used tell me.

'You can't live life pushing things away. You've got to keep going and trying. So even when I'm dead you need to push through. I know you c-can do it y/n'

Sorry... I am so mad at myself for just leaving him there. I left and let him cry. Not comforting him. Or even trying to talk. I just couldn't think of what to say. God I miss him so much. Why did I do that?! WHY WHY WHY WH-" I was pulled into a hug. Realizing what I did, I ran. Ran so fast and hard.

I didn't care where I was going I just wanted to leave. I don't want to be here like everyone else does. Loosing my mind, then grams, then my own amazing father... I think it's my time. My time to just let go too...