🌼 Flowers 🌸 // Hanahaki AU(Barely lol) // DR3

Chapter 1 // Heartbreak ✨

A/N:
Uh so, note from author if you don't understand what A/N means smh-
Anyway, this will include self-harm and self-hate so uh, please be careful.
And also will include

Swearing
Rantaro
Kokichi
Shuichi
Kaito
Shuichi x Kaito
Slight hinting of Kokichi x Rantaro
Shuichi x Kokichi
Small mention of Kaede

Apologies to the people who like Kaede a lot. Don't worry, I like her too- You can start reading the actual story now.

Kokichi POV // 4:30am

..Another boringgggg day of- Saihara-Chan and- His boyfriend, hah.. Kaito.
I should probably get ready, for nothing, like uuuuuuu~sual! Nishihihi..

Outside ^^ // 7am

I see.. Shuichi and- Kaito, uhm.. They look like they're having.. Fun! It's best if I don't—
"Huh- Oh, hey! Kokichi!" Shuichi called over "Whaaa?? Me? Pfft, hey detective boy." I replied "W-Wha? Don't call me that.." He murmured- Pfft, "Erm- So Shuichi-" Kaito interrupted us. "Oh right, ehm- Sure?" "Awesome! See you next night." Kaito had walked off.. What were they talking about?

"Hey, what was thatttt??" I wanted to throw up, they seemed so close and I would hate to think Shuichi would go out with-.. Him "Ah, not much.. Kaito just asked me out and I really couldn't just reject him.. You're okay with that right?" He asked, he seemed happy so.. "Mhm, totally fine!! What? Why wouldn't I be fine with it, an emo like you with that dork?! Nishihi!" "Oh hah.. You've changed a lot since middle school.." "Yup! Sure haveeee~! People change, Shuichi, you changed since middle school too." Silence came between us.. "Anywayyy! I'll be heading off now, wouldn't keep ya waiting on your date~ Nishihihi!!" I ran off, hearing Shuichi yell at me, "H-Hey! It's not a big deal..!" He sighed. I watched him leave from behind a corner..

I'm happy for him.. He's happy, soo... I'm happy- Too, right? Who am I kidding, of course I'm happy! I'm Kokichi Ouma, of courseeee..- I'm not happy.

I walked to a local market, got a few bottles of panta of course and went back to where I was living.. Casually throwing up flowers.. Again? While restocking the fridge with panta, I got a text feom Rantaro- Huh? I wonder what he texted me about..

[Kokichi: Online]
[Rantaro: Online]
Rantaro: Hey Kokichi, have you heard about Shuichi and Kaito? They're having a date tonight.

Kokichi: Uh- Yeah! Of course.

Rantaro: You seem- Unaware? Hey wanna come over? Maybe we can actually talk.

Kokichi: Ah, maybe later.. I'm not in the mood, nishihi!

Rantaro: Not in the mood? Yeah no, I'm coming over.

Kokichi: Rantaro-

[Kokichi: Online]
[Rantaro: Offline]

I hear knocking at my door- How did he- You know what nevermind, I'll just answer him.
"Hey Kokichi! Woah, been a while since I've been over, huh?" "Yeahhh.. Been a while" "Did you- Get more panta?" "Yep!" "You're gonna get high" He walks off somewhere "Wahhh?! No I'm not!" "That's a lie." "You're so meannnn!!" I pouted at him- Wah I looked stupid. We start laughing at each other.

"Why'd you even come over?! I'm fineeee~! Nishihi!" I tried starting a conversation.. "Hey, I know when you're not, you're stupid, you know that?" He pats me, as if im THAT short- He's only a few inches taller than me! "Wah! I'm not stupid, you're just meannnnnn!" He said down on the couch, getting a call from Shuichi. "Hey excuse me for a second.. Shuichi's calling" "Wah?! I see that! I'm not blind!!" I pouted, he laughed- He's so meannnn!! Rantaro walked to the next room.

Rantaro POV // Kokichi's spare room

"Shuichi? Why'd you-"
"I-I need help.."
"With?"
"Um, you know about my date with Kaito tonight right?"
"Yeah, you texted me about it this morning."
"I don't know how- How to deal with dates.. A-And-"
"Haha-! Y-You! Out of all people, pfft!"
"What?! Stop laughing..! This isn't funny."
"I honestly thought you would know how to date, seeing as you were pretty popular during highschool."
"Hey.. I never accepted their requests, okay?"
"What about that Akamatsu?"
"Shut up! She was the only exception! The others.. Were a bit much"
"Yeah yeah okay, I'll come over later alright?"
"Oh god, thank you so much Rantaro! See you later.."
"See you"
I hung up

Kokichi POV // Still in the living room/kitchen

Waiting for Rantaro, I heard a slight ding, probably him hanging up or so. I poured two cups of panta while waiting.. Hope he doesn't mind-

Rantaro left the room, "Hey Amama! What'd he sayyyyy?!!" I teasingly said. "Hey Cokeichi." "Wahhhh!!! You're so mean!" This idiot.. We both started- Laughing, damn. "Anyway, he needs dating advice so I'm going to head over to his house soon, sorry.." "Nah! It's fineee! Nishihihi~!" Oh right, Kaito and Shuichi's date tonight.. This is just fucking... Great. "You can leave now in fact! I'm sortaaaaa busy..!" "Really? You won't be lonely?" "Yeah yeah, now go! He needs you, idiot." "Haha, I'm going, see you later Kokichi." "Byeee!! Nishihi!" Just like that, he left..

Once I made sure he was completely out of sight, I.. I-..

Third Person POV // SELF-HARM INCOMING

Kokichi started crying, he bent down on his knees.. He hit himself, whisper-yelling "Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid..!! What the fuck is wrong with me..?! Letting my beloved just.. Go out with another person! I'm so stupid, I'm so fucking stupid.."

He got up, swiped a knife off the shelf and put his arm over the sink.. Slowly scarring himself.. His arm started bleeding, but the scars weren't too deep. The blood slowly dripped into the sink. He put down the knife, looking at what he had done.

Kokichi passed out.

Thank you for reading this far ^^
I truly appreciate it. Sorry for ending so dramatically, drama is my life lol.
Hope you enjoyed and now wait for chapter 2 >:)
For this who actually read this when there was only a single chapter lol-