Only people who aren't Tommy can read this ❤️
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(read chapter 8 or This will be confusing 😳 also that picture terrifys me 😃💕)
( Tommy's POV)
I wake up. And even tho I slept well I felt so fucking tired.
"Ugh I am so tired"
"Make coffee"
"Oh we're still on call? I don't like coffee it's bitter I'll get a energy drink maybe a monster."
"Ok"
I get up and take my phone with me and grab a monster.
"Deo I have to go I'll call you later ok?"
"Ok.."
I hang up.
You see I didn't need to do anything actually.
I just felt.... Guilty?
I always get deo involved into my problems.
And he always helps me even though I don't deserve it.
I don't deserve his time.
And I don't deserve the help.
I don't deserve him at all.
He's too good of a friend.
I run to the bathroom and vomit.
What caused that though?.
All I consumed yesterday was a Coke and a bite of eggs.
Suddenly I was called by my parents
"Thomas! Come down stairs!!!"
I go down stairs.
"Hey"
"Ok Thomas me and your father are going to be away for About 2 weeks tomorrow"
"So we decided to get you a surprise tomorrow "
"Oh thanks"
As I was about to go back upstairs my father says.
"Tom"
"Y-yeah?"
"Remember to take your meds"
"I will"
I go upstairs and sit down.
My legs start packing up and down quickly.
( I relate to that since when I am really anxious or stressed my legs start pacing up and down super quick and it takes me awhile to gain back control and make it stop 😃💕💞 )
I don't know why but I was so nervous.
I start to breath alot faster. And curl up into a ball.
I was panicking for absolutely no reason.
After a while my breathing pattern returns to normal.
I grab my phone and tweet out
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What did deo mean?.
I was confused but hoped he'd respond soon.
(Time skip brought to you by drista)
It was time to stream.
I press the start stream button and wait for the viewers.
And the chat starts flooding with "dream smp? Pog" "hey Tommy" or "POGGERS!!!!!"
"Hey chat! Today we are going on the smp to hang out"
