that one Stream - A Tommyinnit angst.

Chapter 18

(Rare picture of babyinnit singing 😻also cause of google this chapter has 2 codes :) )

(Timedeos POV 🤠😎)

Don't usually have to wake up Tommy but it seems today I have to.

I walk up the stairs and up to his rooms door.

I slowly open the door expecting to see him in his bed but he wasn't there.

I open the door completely and what I saw left me at a loss of words.

It was Tommy laying in a small puddle of blood.

The first thing I did was crouch down and check for a pulse.

After feeling the pulse I sighed in relief he is alive.

I woke him up in the most gentle way I could.

I shook him being careful that I don't hurt him.

(Tommy's POV)

I slightly flutter my eyes open and flinch from the blinding lights.

I open my eyes and my Vision is very blurry.

I see a pale man with brown hair but I can't tell exactly who since everything is still blurry.

"D-Deo?" I mutter even though my whole body hurts I mange to sit up.

I see the blurry figure nod.

My vision gets slightly less blurry and what I see makes my eyes widen.

I was in a blood puddle.

Then I remembered what happened yesterday.

I immediately look at my arms and I can't see the sits too well as my sleeves were down but I could feel a bit of dry blood.

Deo looks at my arms.

"Tommy? Did you cut yourself yesterday?.."

I looked at him and nodded I could tell he was slightly disappointed.

"Tommy can you lift your sleeves and show me?"

"Yeah s-sure" I say as I lift my right sleeve.

He see all the cuts made next to each other.

He grabs my other arm slowly and lifts my other sleeve.

Honestly I didn't know what to do anymore.

I feel so hopeless.

"Tommy what made you do this to yourself?"

I sighed to be honest I wanted to tell him but at the same time I didn't.

I decide to tell him and explain everything.

I explained everything that happened with tubbo.

I could tell he was angry but tried to hide it.

"It's ok Tommy just take a shower and come to me when you're done ok?"

"Sure I guess" I say trying to get up almost falling but I eventually got up.

I went to the bathroom and just took a shower it took longer then usual cause I'd randomly zone out.

After getting out of the shower I put on a random hoodie ( not deo's hoodie :) not yet) and some comfortable trousers I dry my hair and go to deo's room.

(Timedeos POV 🤗🧐)

( This is while Tommy was in the shower-)

I go on my computer and immediately get a DM from tubbo.