that one Stream - A Tommyinnit angst.

Chapter 12

( that is the best reaction pic ever ☝️)

(Tommy's POV)

"You really think so?"

"Yeah" I say yawning.

"Did you sleep well last night?" He asked concerned.

"N-No"

"You should have a nap I'll wake you up later"

"No I am good"

He looked at me.  He knew I was lying.

"Fineeee.."

I head to my bed sitting down.

He leaves. but before closing the door he comes back and says.

"Have a good nap Tommy" he said smiling.  Shutting my lights Then leaving.

I lay down and try to fall asleep.

I do eventually.

I open my eyes.

I hear from in the living room.

I go there and see him on the phone.

I sit across from him.

"For real?! Can I bring someone with me?" He says smiling at me

"...no?"

I frown a little bit . Looking down at my lap.

"Sorry I can't come then. Alright goodbye" he hangs up.

I smile a bit.

Then I frown.

Could I be stopping deo from having fun without me?

I mean he should be able to hang out with other people.

All of a sudden i feel guilt.

I wake up. Sweating.

I think about that dream while curling into a ball.

Could I be stopping deo from enjoying his life.

Who am I kidding I obviously am.

I mean my existence is a tiring for everyone.

I am a really bad friend.

I look at the clock.

6:00AM

I go brush my teeth and take a quick shower.

I change into a new set of close.

I go down stairs seeing deo making pancakes.

"Good morning." He said smiling.

"Good morning."I say attempting to smile back.

"Remember to take your meds Tommy."

I sigh knowing I probably won't.

I sit down.

(Time skip to after deo finished making pancakes brought to you by Big Z!!! :D )

He puts a plate of pancakes infront of me I look at it.

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