Chapter 4(play song and read^❤️)

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Okay this is a fanfic,I have no hate towards Tricia .There is cutting and swearing (u might already know about the swearing) There is some warnings but you have been told before hand , if u don't like a part,tell me I will fix it.Anyways you may continue reading.

-Albanee the biggest simp❤️

Y/n's POV
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I looked at him, I moved his hand on to his knee but he moved it back.I wondered why he would put his hand on my thigh.But I looked at him and smiled,he smiled back.I went back to texting my friend, Maddy. I was good friends with Maddy (Maddy is Jimmy's Girlfriend).I sent her a picture of what was happening on snap.

Maddy😌🌺

Me
Opened
8:30pm

Maddy 😌🌺
Ekkkkk my ship
Is sailing 🥳

Me
Haha your funny

Maddy😌🌺
Fine I won't tell you 😒

Me
Tell me what?!?!
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Maddy started calling me, what did she know?!Do I want to know?

"Karl I will be right back." I told him.

"Why,where you going?"Karl asked,giving me a concerned look.

"Someone is calling me."I told him as I was getting up out my chair.

I got up and started walk towards the door,I felt something pull me back.

"Why can't you sit on the bed?" Karl asked me while pulling me.

"Cause it's a personal call."I answered,as he let go of my hoodie.

"Is it ur bOyFrIeNd?!"Karl asked,teasing me
I don't have a boyfriend but I wanted to make him mad.

"Maybe it is KaRl."I said laughing walking out the door.

Karl's POV
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Wait she has a boyfriend?! Nah she's messing with me,is she?I was kinda curious on why she didn't sit on the bed and talk t0 someone.But I had no time to think,I had to do the dates with these two.

Time skip!!!! Only like 10 minutes ~

Dang the time goes down really quick now I have to chose one girl,I mean I didn't really care which one I choose , I went with Tricia.

"And Tricia choose.........LOVE." Austin shouted.

I jumped out my chair in surprise. Y/n was right,who would host me,oh wait most of the people did...but I was happy I didn't get hosted.I lefted the Austin's meet and went to make a live stream with Tricia and the boys .Y/n was not back yet it's been like a half an hour. I looked out my window, and saw her  sitting  on the stairs in front of the door, she looked alone. Holding her phone in her hands.

"I will be right back stream." I said getting up. I get up from my chair and walked to my door.I opened it and walked down the stairs. I walked to the front door and before I opened I heard her talking to someone, I sat next to the door cause I was curious. Maybe she did have a boyfriend....

Y/n's POV
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"No Maddy, that's not true."I shouted into the phone.

"I bet it is, you have had a crush on Karl since the 5th grade!" Maddy shouted back.

"Could you say that any louder?!" I shouted.

"Lol good night y/n "Maddy said,yawning in her bed.

"Mhm good night and have fun watching a movie with Jimmy"I giggled hang up the phone.

I got a message from Lily,She was my high school bully,she was the one who dated karl and broke up with him,that bitch. I always have hated her.I mean I was popular at school  like everyone knew me but I only hanged out with friends. My sister on the other hand was way more popular than I was,she was friends with lily. Idk how lily got my number but she did.She sent me a video of Karl's loh . I watched it.He didn't get hosted,And he got love...My chance was gone,why couldn't I have just told him I liked him.I turned off my phone and cried. I was beyond upset. My friend  wanted to FaceTime.My friend  was dating one of Karl's friend's Sapnap.I texted her I was busy. I decided to get up and go back inside cause it was freezing out. I stood up and wiped my tears away,and grabbed the door knob and opened the door.

Karl's POV
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So she didn't have a boyfriend it was Maddy, but she likes me?! Impossible. I mean she would have told me right? I heard the door knob turn, I ran upstairs and ran to my room shutting the door. I heard footsteps, my door opened.

"Aye Karl what do but want for dinner?"Y/n asked leaning against my door.

"Pasta!" I shouted,turning my chair towards her.

"Okay!" She said walking out the door.

I know she loves making pasta,I was getting bored of playing among us with the boys and Tricia. I said bye to my stream and them. I turned off my PC and grabbed my phone. I was mentioned in Instagram post and tweets, I didn't have time for them right now. I shoved my phone in my pocket and walked out my door,I headed downstairs,I remembered that my roommates went out for the night,so it was me and y/n.She usually hangs here late at night so I have someone to talk to. I went to the kitchen and saw her washing her hands, she wasn't wear my hoodie, maybe she didnt want it to get dirty. She didn't look okay. I walked over to the sink and I saw blood. A sink filled of a mixture of blood and water.

THIS PART OF THE STORY HAS CUTTING,THIS IS A WARNING ⚠️

Y/n 's POV
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I asked Karl what he wanted for dinner,he said pasta,something quick and easy.I walked out of the door frame and shut the door. I walked down the stairs,the boys weren't here tonight so it was me and him.I walked to the kitchen.I took off his hoodie so I didn't get it dirty.It's so cold out why did I were a crop top?.I went to the sink and wash my hands and grab a pot.I filled it with water and put it in the stove.I turned the stove on and realized there were dishes,ugh.I started to fill up the dish washer. I stared at this knife as I was holding it.What if I cut myself a little bit to take away a little pain.I mean it's not like I haven't did it before,I usually hid the scars under long sleeves or hoodies.I mean if no one can see them it's okay?I looked away and sliced my wrist.I look at back and my wrist is bleeding like crazy.I stood there and watched my wrist leak blood,I spaced out and stared at my wrist thinking what to do .Next think I knew,Karl pulled me away from the sink.He started crying,I don't know why though.He grabbed my wrist and a paper towel.

"Ow that hurts."I mumbled,as he grabbed my arm.

"WHAT HAPPENED?!" He shouted,while crying.

"Iiiiii." I studdered
Blood got on my sleeve, I was kinda upset.

"Let me move your sleeve up so blood does get on it"He said while holding the paper towel on my wrist.

"NO, its okay!" I said, I felt really light headed. I looked at Karl and pasted out.

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