Her body violently shook, and tears slid down her cheeks. She was screaming. The memories playing over and over in her mind. Like a broken record player. She couldn't save him. He was taken away and it was her fault. All of it was her fault. Her screams became louder. The door burst open, the two hybrids frantically looked at their owner. They quickly came to her side and attempted to wake her. She was clawing at them. She screamed to let her go and leave whoever he was, alone. The violent memories were getting worse by the second. Jimin grabbed her face and placed his lips on hers. Her screams became muffled by his plump lips. Her thrashing slowly came to an end. Her breathing calmed down, her eyes slowly fluttered open.
Their breaths hitched. Her eyes held so much pain. She looked so broken. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry it's all my fault. I'm sorry I couldn't save you," She whispered before she broke down sobbing. Jimin embraced her from the front while Jin embraced her from the back. Sobs wracked her small frame. After what seemed like a lifetime, her cries slowly came to a stop followed by soft snores. Her body went limp in their arms as she slept. The hybrids looked at each other. They had to ask her what really was going on with her. This was 7th nightmare she had this week. They laid her down and pulled the blankets over her. Jin sighed as he caressed her face. She had dark circles under her eyes and her skin was pale from the lack of sleep. They got under the blankets and held her tight in her sleep. They knew the routine already. She couldn't be alone or the nightmares will start all over again.
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The morning sun peeked through the windows in the big room basking over the three figures who sleep peacefully in bed. Slowly the girl in the middle of the two hybrids stirred in her sleep. Her eyes fluttered open. Sleep was still evident in her doe eyes as she tried to blink them away. She was warm. Really warm. It felt... nice. She felt like she was being embraced. Her eyes closed but opened when she felt movement on her thighs. Furry. Their tails were wrapped around her legs but mainly her thighs. She smiled and looked at her sleeping hybrids. But frowned at the barely visible bags under their eyes. She was having nightmares again. After all, this was the month that it happened. She bit her bottom lip and forced the memories to the back of her mind. No, she couldn't let it affect them. She had to be strong for them. But fear settled in the pit of her stomach. What if the same thing happened to them? What if they take them away from her? What if they hurt them? What if they do the same thing that they did to Yo- "Y/n?" A husky honey voice called out. She snapped out of it and smiled at her kitten. "Morning kitty. Morning to you too my little noodle," She greeted them both with a kiss on their foreheads.
The hybrids anxiously ate their breakfast not knowing how to bring it up. Expesscailly Jimin. Jin noticed Jimin's struggle and decided as his Hyung, he would do it. "Y/n?" Jin called out to the spaced-out girl. She snapped out of her daze and smiled at the ferret. "Yeah?" She asked while stuffing some eggs into her mouth. "We... we were wondering if you could tell us how to help with your nightmares. And... maybe you'll tell us what they're about? You don't have to of course if you don't want to. We're just worried about you," Jin spoke softly as he held her hand in a comforting mother-like way. She smiled gently at them.
"I didn't grow up very fortunate like most kids. My household wasn't the best nor was the family or families that I lived with. Most were very abusive and manipulative. The people that I was forced to live with weren't good people. Some had hybrids that they treated horribly. I had to see them do bad things to them. I tried to help them but it never really ever worked. There was... this one family, a married couple, that I went to. They had a panther hybrid. Yoongi was the hybrid's name. He was very cold and distant. He was older than me by a few years. But he was kind. He was a very quiet hybrid and was always doing a chore or working on a new project. He wrote music. It was amazing what he could create with a pen and paper. It took time but he eventually let me in. We got close and became best friends. He taught me how to write music and so much more. I helped him the best I could. But then one day... His owner came home very drunk and started another fight with his wife.
The argument was very heated and he came down with a bottle of soju. He screamed at me and began to beat me. Yoongi was sleeping, while I was up doing homework. He woke up when I finally started to scream after I felt multiple bones break all at one with the number of kicks I had received. Just when he was about to hit me with the bottle of soju, Yoongi jumped in. He got hit. There was so much blood and he didn't stop hitting him no matter how many times I told him to stop. The cops had come and arrested the man. Apparently, the neighbors heard the commotion and called the police. We were rushed to the hospital and I never saw Yoongi again. I swore to him that I would adopt him when I could. I promised that I would find him no matter what and I would adopt him," Y/n said as she looked at them with a smile. But her eyes held so much pain and tears. Jin got up and hugged her. She sobbed and clung to Jin harder. "I'm sorry I couldn't save him... But I will find him... I'll find Yoongi!" The girl sobbed out while her hybrids held her tightly.
Hehehehe... Yeah, I took longer than expected. But! I updated! I'm planning on updating another chapter soon! Just don't know how soon... Anyway! I hope you guys liked the chapter! What do you think will happen next? Will find him? Or will he find you? Or both if that even makes sense? Don't forget to share with your friends if you liked the book, vote on the chapter to let me know that you liked it, follow for more content like this, and stay safe ARMYYY!!!!!!!!!! I purple you!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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