the 8th member | BTS [under editing]

thirty six

yoongi and taehyung went home as sejin asked them to do so with you persuading them they should be at home, well it's almost 10 at night. it was a chilly night, you just laying on the bed doing nothing as you wrapped your body with the thin blanket. you always sleep alone but tonight it feels super odd.

the feeling of not sleepy at all in somewhere that you have never been before is awful, all you want is to sleep so tomorrow you woke up and finally could go home. maybe it's weird to say but you miss them. keep stirring left and right, you then get up from the bed as you sigh loudly. other kids in the same room as you are all asleep so you couldn't do anything with that.

with strike pain through your head, you slowly climbed down from the bed before slipping on your sandals. 

well yes, you decided to take a walk.

the cool breeze of the night keeps hitting your face as you walk, there are only a few visitors around this time.

you take a seat in the small garden which is inside of the hospital, pretty weird but you don't mind. there are a few trees that were planted in that area and a few benches. your mind keeps wandering as you just stare at the koi pond. there are no people since it was pretty late.

"y girl?" you heard someone saying that and you quickly look around, "so i was right, you're y girl." you giggle softly as you just stare at ryujin who is walking towards you with his yellow sweater and a water bottle in her hand. "hey bunny!"

"hey! i'm not bunny ... i'm ryujin .. ryu .. jin, got it?" she says as she sits beside you. "yeah yeah .. so do i, i'm not y girl ... my name is y/n."

ryujin smiles as she looks at the pond that attracted you a few minutes ago. "i know .. just playing with you, anyway why are you here?" you sigh softly as you stare at her face, she looks at weirdly as she quickly looks away. "i'm not sure why i'm here but my brother told me that i fainted .. that's all."

ryujin nods her head before taking a sip of her water, "wanna some?" she then hand you her water. nodding your head, you grab her bottle before taking a few sips, "how about you? why are you here?"

just right after you asked her that, her expression changed as she quickly looks away. looks like she didn't want to tell you. she just sighs as she stares aimlessly, "hyeyoon was warded here two days ago .. she got sick again." she says, "do you know that she had kidney failure? since she was a kid."

you just nod your head at the petite girl beside you. you don't know how to respond to ryujin's question.

"i was so afraid whenever she faints ... i feel that is taking my breath, having hyeyoon in my arms unconscious. i don't know what to do back then but just crying over my friend and do nothing but screaming for help, that's the best thing i could do." you nod slowly as you put your arm on her shoulder.

"i feel bad whenever she felt tired whenever she played with me even though it was okay for me to play alone but she always insists so i wouldn't play alone." ryujin states softly, "do you guys live together ryu?" you ask.

ryujin nods her head, "my parents passed away in a tragic accident back then, my dad worked for hyeyoon's family as a driver .. after knowing that i'm the only family member that was still alive, mr. kim brought me back to his house to live with them. at first, i was scared because i don't want to be a burden but soon after that i met hyeyoon who just came back from the hospital after she was warded for two months .. for the first time after my parents passed away .. i felt happy because she made me happy with her smiles and laughs."

you pat her back in a comforting manner, "at least you've found someone right?"

"yes i do but the person that makes me happy will go soon, that's horrifying ... i'm scared because i don't want to lose anyone especially the dearest one in my life." ryujin says as you could see tears flowing down her cheeks, you didn't attempt to wipe the tears on her cheeks as she already did with her sleeves.