Sometimes she's an absolute disaster.
Sometimes she's so mean that I look at her, and I see exactly why were friends.
Sometimes she's a sweetheart with kindness radiating out of her.
But sometimes she makes me so mad that I could punch her, because she's always hiding herself away.
"she's fun" fun, with a pretty face and a hot body.
She's promiscuous, and sexy.
She's dark humor and a really fun night.
no.
she isn't fun.
She is not a dark joke or a fun night.
She is not the girl who is allowed outside of the box.
She is evil, and she can be a little selfish
She's sunshine and she is also a storm.
She's messy hair with undyed roots and messed up makeup from yesterday.
She's dirty clothes all over the room and ten half drank energy drinks under the bed.
She's half eaten donuts from her kid in the backseat of her car and she is an absolute goddess. She cant understand why nobody stays.
I mean neither do I honestly.
She's upset, because they all leave.
But I don't think she should be, because she isn't fun
They didn't even know her; they thought she was sexy, and fun.
They didn't know she was scared.
They didn't know that when she gets cut off she rages so hard I've thought she might crash the car.
They didn't see every small part of her.
Only the parts she deems worthy at the time. Only the feelings that aren't scary, or that she can twist so they might understand.
She isn't nearly as tough as she seems to them; she is sensitive, and she feels so much that sometimes I'm afraid she might implode.
They have never met the girl that I love, not all of her anyways.
I don't think a single person would ever leave her, the entire her.
I don't want the girl who fits inside the box, and the world doesn't deserve the girl that fits inside that box, because I love her with messed up makeup from yesterday and undyed roots.
I love her with the half-eaten donut in the backseat and the fifteen empty coffee cups by my feet in the car.
I love her when she's mean, and I love her when she's silly.
I won't even relate to the man who loves the girl inside the box, because she is so much more than that. Good and bad, but all a beautiful and amazing part of who she is. She is the girl that I have loved with my entire heart since the day I met her.
And if they ever met her,
I think that they would love her too.
