The reason why we have to win - Billie Eilish fan fiction

11. void

Hi !!
So here is the chapter that I wrote recently. The topic I was talking about will be in the next update.
This one is just like a gap between them, there is no really 'link' between, but i just felt like it was better to come back with that. (smut in the chapter, I tried my best, but idk...)
I don't know when I will update next time so appreciate it  : )

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"You know Billie, I feel like you're not here anymore since your birthday. Is there something you want to tell us about?"

Actually Billie had a ton of things to say, but obviously she had to keep it all to herself. It's not like she was totally alone after all. She had Brandon. Even though she didn't actually see him that much, only in high school, where he played his role of fake perfect boyfriend, and right before every mission she had.

She had been doing this job for three weeks now and everything was going really well. Except for the time when she almost got jailed for having drugs on her. In fact, it wasn't the first time she was bringing some, but it was the first time that a dog was sitting at the entrance of the building.

Brandon had actually been right when he told her she wouldn't have any issues with that sort of thing. They had been let her go without any problem.

"No nothing."

"... Ok ... Uh, we should watch a movie tonight don't you think? It's been a while since we've been able..." Zoe asked, like everything was normal.

Billie actually had plans planned that night. She wanted to go see Brandon. Not to talk about this stupid organization, but about his behavior towards her.

She felt really irritated, and she couldn't stand his attitude anymore. Playing the passionate boyfriend, and a few minutes later some sort of boss talking to his employee about what he(she) had to do that day, was by no means what she had wanted to do.

He had started to be rude right after her first two missions.

What bothered her the most, actually, was that she knew he liked her, and much more than a boss likes his employee, despite all the good work he(she) can do.

"I have plans for tonight."

"Are you going to Brandon's again ?"

"Yes." Billie snapped back.

"You know, I was really starting to like him, until I realized he was hogging you a little too much."

"Oh, so that's that what you think? You think I prefer spending time with him than with you ?"

Zoe narrowed her eyes, and pressed her lips.

"It's not what I thought, but now that you say it, yeah, that's what I think."

"But that's completely stupid... why would..."

"Why would I think that ? Just because it's been three whole weeks since we've had any normal conversation ..."

"Look I just need to be alone these days ..."

"Alone ? We've been leaving you alone since your birthday !"

"That's exactly why I don't want to be with you, I feel like I'm guilty of the things I shouldn't..."

" Seriously Billie, we're not here to judge you, criticize you, or anything. We just want to figure out what's going on !" Drew exclaimed, trying to stay calm. "You can tell us anything, you know. And we know very well that something's going on. We don't care whether it's Brandon's cause or not! The only thing we know is that it had start when you met him... "