The reason why we have to win - Billie Eilish fan fiction

2. ocean

"So you talk to Chaise?"

Billie and her group had gathered at their usual table in the cafeteria.

Nothing really change since their first year, the table nor the friends. Except Billie, who quickly established herself at the beginning of their junior year. She became like a "leader" for them. Everyone in the group like her, so, unlike what we can see in a lot of shows, or in movies, no one really bothered Billie to be there. No one knows exactly how she got into the group, but she did, and really fast. Was it because she inspired confidence ? or she had interested them because of her personality and her pseudo past ? One thing is certain, in less than a week, all the students of the school, younger or not, get out of her way.

"No, first, HE came, and secondly, what did you want me to do? Hit him in the face?" she replies, tired of the subject of the conversation.

"Yeah !, that's how it's supposed to work. On top of that, apparently you asked him to open your locker ?"

Annoyed, she straightened on her chair. She was amazed that she had to explain and argue on such a small topic, which mattered little. Calmly, she put both hands on the table, and cleared her throat.

"Seriously? I didn't ask him for help, he volunteered. And no, I didn't want to kick his ass, I didn't want to get into a fight just before class, no, thank you. I only accepted his help because I didn't want to fight with my padlock either. "

"Bil, we understand that you're stress because you turn 18 tomorrow, but right now, isn't the time to show that you're weaker than usual. We all know very well what Chaise wants from you, huh? Ok he said he wouldn't ask for anything in return, and I would have found it pretty useless if he did, it's just a padlock, but at least, you let him, no matter how big it is, get into your privacy. Do you really think it's okay to give your code to your enemy number 1? He wants two things from you, first, that you end up in his bed, like a good little bitch, and then by your weakness or by a bad move, makes his 'big comeback' to the front. "

"But I don't give a fuck, you really believe we haven't already fucked?"

Faced with the incomprehension of her friends, she forces herself to continue ;

"It happened once, it was at the beginning of last year, a week before the school start, at the party. I knew nobody and we were both drunk, and it started suddenly. On the living room sofa, in front of everyone. But nobody remembers it, except he and I. That's why I hated him so much at the start of the school year. "

The whole table is silent, not expecting this kind of confession. It is true that they never understood why she hated him so much. They thought it was because of his character, which make sense. But now that they thought about it, it seemed even more logical. She didn't like him because she was afraid that he would throw many things on her, and avoided him cause she didn't want him to bring this up. She didn't want anyone to know, because he could therefore claim the rumors that called her a "free whore", which are still unproven at the moment.

Zoe then asked why she hadn't said it earlier, and Billie explained to her that she was afraid of their reactions, and she didn't find it appropriate to talk about it later. Her friends didn't blame her, they just had a deeper desire to demolish Chaise's angel face.

"I think we are done with this whole story, so now, if possible, I would like to change the subject"

They all nod, but Billie was well aware that no, at the first opportunity, they would break Chaise's head. But for now, she didn't care, she just wanted it not to be now. She would even be happy to join them.

"So tonight we do the same things than yesterday Bil?" Zoe asks him.

"Of course, i don't want to watch too much netflix, I have a lot of homework and lessons to learn for tomorrow"