Lovers part 2

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⚠️TW⚠️ ⚠️Smut⚠️
A little sad at a part/Fluff/Smut
Kio's pov

I haven't been locked in my room. I've actually done stuff with the boys. I've found something to help me not cut. If I get ice cubes and red food coloring and I rub the red ice cubes on my wrists it helps. I still have a blade in my bathroom which I feel guilty about because I lied to Bryce and said that I have him mine. But I still have another one. I haven't used it tho. But right now it's 5:00am and I'm having a mental break down. I really want to fucking cut. I tried the ice cubes but it's not working right now. Fuck it. I go into my bathroom and think about how I'm worthless and nobody cares about me while I cut my wrists. After I'm done I start to clean up but one of them I made way to deep and it won't stop bleeding. Shit. Shit. Shit. What do I do. I don't want to wake up any of the boys. Fuck my life. I put a hoodie on just in case someone wakes up. I go downstairs and look for bandages in the bathroom. Quinton comes downstairs and I start panicking. Shit.

"Hey ki what are you doing" Quin asks.

"Umm nothing" I say putting my hands behind my back.

My sleeves are getting soaked with blood. Quinton notices that I'm hiding my hands and grabs them. I wince in pain cause he touched my cuts and he quickly notices. His face goes from confusion to worry. He pulls my sleeves up revealing my cuts. His eyes fill with tears and he looks at me.

"Kio" he whispers and hugs me.

I hug him back. My blood and tears soaking his shirt.

"It won't stop bleeding" I say remembering why I actually came downstairs.

"Ok. Come with me" Quinton says getting up.

He wraps one of his arms around my waist and we go to his bedroom.

"Sit on my bed" he says.

"Ok" I say confused.

I sit on his bed and he goes into his bathroom. He comes out with wraps for my arms and stuff to clean cuts. He sits down beside me and cleans and wraps my cuts while telling me how much I mean to him. I love him so much. Hes so sweet and caring. He puts everything away. We throw away my blade. We go back to his bedroom and I lay on top of him. He wraps his arms around me and holds me close to him. Wait hold on...how did he know how to wrap my cuts? And why does he have the stuff to do it?

"Quin" I say.

"Yes" he says looking at me.

"How did you know how to wrap my cuts? And why do you have the stuff to do it?" I ask.

"I used to cut" he says.

I frown and hug him tightly. I guess now I understand how horrible it feels when someone you love tells you that they hurt themselves.

"You don't do it anymore right?" I ask.

"No" Quinton says smiling at me. I smile.

I kiss him. We cuddle and go to sleep.

Time skip
Jaden's pov

Bryce jumps on me waking me up. I groan and push him off of me.

"I was having a good dreammm" I whine.

The dream I was having was a sex dream.

"What was it about?" Bryce asks as he lays beside me.

"Nothing" I say blushing.

I cuddle him in a kind of weird way. I don't want him to feel my boner tho. That's embarrassing even tho were dating. Bryce looks at me weirdly. He tries to pull my lower half of my body towards him but I pull back causing his hand to slip and go over my boner. I moan but instantly cover my mouth. Bryce smirks and brings me closer to him. He flips us over so I'm sitting on his lap. I lean in and kiss him. I start rocking my hips and I moan into the kiss. Griffin walks in causing us to pull away. He's looking at his phone.

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