I'm not one of you

Zoning out

"Rag doll, I love you hugging me and all of that but right now I'm starting to lose feeling in the lower parts of my body." Liam sounded awkward, like a teenage boy who was talking to Kim Kardasian. "Okay rag doll at least let me move us into a more comfortable position." He pleaded. Still I didn't respond to him, I was still trying to calm myself and my wolf down from our little episode earlier. I merely shifted my weight off of him and moved to the other side of the bed.

"Rag doll..." he sighed "I don't mean to be rude or anything but why are you so scared of needles?" I stayed quiet, why should I tell him that? "Because he is our mate, the only person in the world that we can trust, the only person who will love us no matter what you've done to other wolves" Sky spoke softly. "No I'm supposed to kill him, Sky. I'm not gonna tell him all my secrets" I could feel her whimper and shut off the link.

Suddenly a female came into the room, I recognised her to be the female nurse from earlier on, Ari I think her name was. "Alpha Liam is she ready?" The question was directed to Liam but her eyes never left me. I could tell by the way she held herself that she was nervous of me. "Andrea could you give us a little more time please?" Liam looked slightly pained. Andrea scurried out of the room quickly.

"What am I not ready for?" I cocked an eyebrow at him."Prisoners don't get to ask questions" he blurted out quickly.
"And since when do prisoners get to sit on an alpha's lap?" I shot back, annoyance seeping through my every word. "Since I first set my eyes on you, rag doll" he whispered seductively in my ear.

If I was a normal girl, I would be as red as a strawberry. His minty breath fanned my face. Tingles spread throughout me, I shouldn't feel like this I'm a hunter for goddess' sake.

My wolf was leaping around with joy. She was really starting to bother me. 'Oh please, you know you love me!' Sky exclaimed. I rolled my eyes at her remark.

I heard Liam sigh before moving me to face him more. " Rag doll, I don't know what's wrong with you but right now you're acting like a newly shifted wolf, I mean you can't keep zoning out to talk to her and ignoring me" Liam explained. "How do I stop myself from doing that then" I bowed my head, I kept my voice small. Liam's eyebrows knitted together with confusion, "Wait rag doll, that should all come naturally to you, it's just like when you stop thinking about what you're gonna before you say it when you were small. It should just be practice." "Well it looks like I haven't had that much practice have I?" I responded, looking down at my clasped hands.

An uncomfortable silence settled over the room. I gently moved myself off Liam's lap, he released his vice like grip on my hips and let his hands fall slack by his sides. When my whole weight was on the stiff mattress I let out a breath I didn't realise I was holding.

I glanced over at Liam, his breathing was heavy and most of the muscles in his body were tense. He was obviously angered. "I have to go" he announced, standing up from the bed and heading towards the door.

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A/n very short and very shitty. Kinda filler chapter, promise next one will be better. Btw sorry for not updating but oh well. Oh yeah I drew the picture to the side :)