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Midoriya shifted expecting there to be a whole bed to himself but his nose was slammed into a warm rock. He groan, forcing his heavy eyes open. He looked up and saw a blond boy peacefully sleeping next to him. His vision was still blurry but he knew who it was. The boy stared to stir, wrapping his arms around Midoriya, pulling him closer to him.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing." he said groggily, but didn't try to move away either.
"Shh, five more minutes." Bakugo mumbled, burying his face into Midoriya's hair.
"No. Get your ass up." Midoriya grumbled, more awake now. He pushed himself out of Bakugo's arms, and sat up.
"Good morning to you too, Sunshine." Bakugo grumbled, rubbing his eyes. He looked at his phone, wincing when the white light blinded him. He looked at the time and saw it was only 5am.
"Care to explain why the fuck you are in my bed?" Midoriya glared. Bakugo sighed before placing his phone down and sitting up.
"I came to check up on you since we really hadn't had a chance to talk and saw you were having a nightmare. I tried to wake you up but you grabbed my arm and wouldnt let go. I was tired so I just let you stay attached and fell asleep as well."
Midoriya groaned, rubbing his tired face, "Gross, now I have to go shower......twice. Besides the point, there's no reason for you to be here so you may leave now." Midoriya grumbled as he threw his legs over the side of the bed. He looked out the window and saw it was still dark out.
"How are you holding up?" Bakugo asked, acting kinder then normal. As much as Midoriya tried to hide it, he was struggling with everything that as happened and Bakugo knew it.
Midoriya hesitated for just a second but quickly snapped back, "It's not your problem so back off."
"You don't have to wake up knowing you may get murdered anymore. You are safe now. You know you have me and I'm not going anywhere." Bakugo said in a soft voice, not missing Midoriya hesitating to answer.
Midoriya clenched his fists, holding back from punching him. He turned and glared at the blond boy, "You really think I'm afraid of dying?"
Midoriya started laughing before wiping a fake tear. His face in a second went from amusement to cold and deathly serious. As soon as he started speaking, shivers when down Kacchan's back.
"I wouldn't butt your nose into places it doesn't belong. We both know you not just leaving me alone from the start? That's what got you captured in the first place."
"So that's your problem?! You blame yourself for the league taking me? I have never once blamed you so why the fuck do you think it's your fault?!"
"We both know it was my fault they came after you. They were mad at me and dragged you into it. Maybe it's fucking safer if you keep your distance from me." Deku sat absolutely still, except for his hands shaking.
Bakugo shook off his shock before glaring, getting sick and tired of Deku's selfish attitude, "Why are you pushing me away all of a god damn second! The past year, we've been just fine. You were finally opening up to me so why now are you acting like, if I walked through that door, you would be fine knowing we will never speak again? Is that how you really fucking feel?"
Midoriya stood there, unsure what to respond. Bakugo always seems to know when he is lying but he refuses to admit that he would miss him if he left. His silence answered Bakugo's question though, whether he wanted it to or not.
"After everything I've done to prove to you in the past year that you can trust me. You are still a cold asshole and keep me at fucking arms length. I am getting real fucking tired of it, Deku."
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FanfictionIzuku Midoriya was the average kid who stood out because he was born quirkless in a quirk-based world. Growing up bullied by his childhood best friend, he grew to have depression and anxiety. The day he decided to jump, he didn't know that one actio...