Childhood Bestfriend

Dating ??? Chpt:4

Previously

Doctor: are you the friends and family of jaden hossler
You: y-yes w-we are is is is he o-o-ok-okay
Doctor:...

PRESENT TENSE

Doctor: he is in a coma and we think he only has a 37% chance of living

You break down crying even more and josh and Bryce comfort you

Bryce: hey hey now it's ok y/n she's strong he will definitely survive I know he will
You (still crying): y-y-y-you s-s-su-sure
Josh: yes we are sure

You start to breath heavy and cry so hard you can't breath. YOU ARE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.

Bryce: josh what has happened she not breathing well
Josh: f*ck sake I need to call Addison

*JOSHS POV*

*On the call*
Addison-
Hey josh What's up
You-
Umm y/n is having a panic attack how do I deal with it
Addison-
I'll be there in a sec try talk to her where are you
You-
We are at the hospital
Addison-
Ok I'll be there in 2 minutes

*BACK TO YOUR POV*

2 minutes later Addi walks over to you guys

Addison ( says really softly): y/n your ok it's ok breath in...out...in...out well done now carry on doing that good girl keep going

About 3 minutes later you have calmed down a bit now

You: I'm gonna go for a quick walk I'll be back in a bit
Addi: ok
Bryce: ok I'll ring you if anything happens with jaden
Josh: ring me if you need anything

You go outside the hospital and walk around to clear your head then an old man about 43 comes up to you and starts touching you

You: hey stop
The man: no way your body is so hot can I do stuff
You: no way leave me alone
The man: come back her hot body

He grabs your wrist and starts to undress you and he does stuff to you and leaves you sitting in an ally way shaking and crying before he leaves this happens

The man: oh my you were good
You:...
the man: meet me here tomorrow to do it again baby girl

You start to shake and cry you grab your phone and ask josh to come pick you up you tell him where you are. Your sitting there with your hands in your knees thinking 'am I not good enough' then josh comes

Josh: hey y/n (he strokes the top of your head)
You flinch and move away
Josh: hey it's just me y/n whats wrong

You move away he comes and sits next to you he hugs you. You flinch but hug him back

Josh: why do you keep flinching when I touch you
You: j-josh I need jaden rn
Josh: jadens in hospital remember tell me what's wrong
You: j-j-josh I-I-I was was was...
Josh: you was what
You: I was was r-r-rap-raped
Josh: wait y/n what are you ok
You: no
Josh: I'm getting you a therapist booked for tomorrow ok
You: ok

You both go home and josh takes you to bed he goes to leave

You: j-josh could you stay in my room tonight I'm scared
Josh: course I can sis
You:thanks