Childhood Bestfriend

Childhood best friend chpt: 17

I can't deal with this I've seen her here before but this time it hurts so much more knowing 100% me and mads caused this

Why would mads want to kill her anyway there meant to be best friends maybe she isn't gonna kill her and just wants to date me again I mean I would date her she is really pretty and she doesn't need to make liv kill her self or threaten to kill liv

Addi, josh and Bryce walk in and Addi and Bryce start to cry but josh doesn't

Josh: jaden you need to stop crying you literally cry every second

You: why are you not crying your sister Is on life support and you're just sitting there and telling me to stop crying when my best friend could die

Addi: josh he is right do you not care your sister could die rn

Josh: no I don't I always pretend to care for her she is a little bitch I hate her so much

I look into his eyes and see his pupils are dilated

You: josh are y-you high

Josh:*realising what he said and starts to cry* y-yea i am and I didn't mean that I don't pretend to care for her she isn't a bitch and I-I love her so much

You: ok ok calm down your high and you don't know what you're saying but why are you high

Josh: I-I couldn't deal with her always being in hospital and I-I-I just went into the hospital toilet and smoked it hoping it would take the pain away b-but it made it worse

You- ok josh sit down imma go get you some water ok sit down good boy

He sits down and I walk out and get him some water from the cafeteria and head back into my room to find his asleep

I put the water next to him and he grabs my shirt so I sit down and he just sits on my lap and hugs I was confused at first because he's like my older brother but I let him hug me because he is high and tired but then he starts to cry into my chest

You: shhh josh what's wrong

Josh: I-I what if she heard me and thinks I'm a bad brother she's gonna hate m-me

You: buddy she won't if she can hear us she would've heard your apology

Josh: o-oh yeah your right

He then just puts his head down and falls asleep I'm still really confused but I leave it

Italics- my thoughts

Why the hell is josh sitting on me it's really weird but he is high so I'm just gonna leave him when he wakes up and drinks he shouldn't be high so he'll get off

I call mads

Mads: hey jae 

You: hey mads

Mads: hey you know when I threatened to kill Olivia I was drunk I would never do that to my best friend

You: yeah ik I could smell alcohol in your breath and if you told me you liked me I would've broken up with liv I- I love you mads

Mads: I would say I love you too but that my best friend you broke her heart kissing her now your saying you would break up with her for me what the hell jaden she's my best friend you can't love me I can't hurt her like you already have

She ends the call and josh wakes up

Josh: why the hell was I asleep on your lap Jaden your like my younger brother

(Btw Addison, Bryce and your mum  went to get food because they were hungry lmao I definitely didn't forget they were there)

You: you were high and I got you water and I came back and you were asleep I went to put it next to you but you grabbed my shirt and sat on me then started crying saying that she's gonna hate you then you fell asleep again and I just left you because you were high

Josh: ohh sorry Jae

You: it's fine now imma go see liv

Your POV:

I'm awake but I can't move I can hear everything josh just said he didn't care about me then was crying because he was high lmao I'm so bored being in a coma isn't fun about 10 minutes later someone's phone rings

Mads: hey Jae

Jaden: hey mads

Mads: hey you know when I threatened to kill Olivia I was drunk I would never do that to my best friend

Jaden: yeah ik I could smell alcohol in your breath and if you told me you liked me I would've broken up with liv I- I love you mads

Mads: I would say I love you too but that my best friend you broke her heart kissing me now your saying you would break up with her for me what the hell jaden she's my best friend you can't love me I can't hurt her like you already have

I start to cry knowing Jaden loves my best friend tears are still screaming down my face even tho I'm in a coma

Jadens POV:

I walk over to liv and she's crying in her coma
I realise that she heard my conversation

You: FUCK

Addi: what

She says as she walks in the room with Bryce and my mum behind her

They walk over and see liv she's awake and crying she sits up

Your POV:

Addi walks in and I am able to move my body I'm awake I'm still crying and I sit up

Addi: bubba what's wrong

You: ask fucking Jaden

Addi: JADEN WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO

Jaden starts to cry

You: jaden stop acting like the fucking victim your the one who said you loved my fucking best friend and was gonna fucking break up with me and get with her because you fucking love her I hate you so fucking much leave this fucking hospital room I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN

Addi: why he said he loves mads

You: yeah and mads said I would love you back but livs my best friend and I can't hurt her like you already have 

I grab my phone and ring mads asking if she can come to the hospital she can and comes straight away

You: mads I love you so fucking much

Mads: huh I love you too but why so much

You: you said you can't love Jaden because I'm your Best friend and didn't want to hurt me

Mads: you heard that

You: yeah I was awake but couldn't move I heard Jaden tell you he loves you and you say you threatened to kill me while you were drunk which is hilarious your really aggressive drunk

She just hugs me tightly Then when you finish the hug you see josh sat there looking at you knowing you heard him say all the bad things about you

You: joshyyyy come here

He comes and I hug him

You: I heard what you said but you were high and I forgive you

Josh: fewwww I thought you were gonna hate me

You: I would nev-

Then jaden comes back into the room

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Hii I haven't updated in ages so yeah merry Christmas and happy new year lmaoooo anyways byeeee